London was a dark forest with nymphs and satyrs at play in the glades
and Pan stamping his hoofs like a giddy goat. All the passions let loose
by war, the breaking down of old restraints, the gladness of youth at
escape from death, provided the motive-power, unconscious and primitive,
behind this carnival of the London crowds. From some church a procession
came into Trafalgar Square, trying to make a pathway through the
multitude. A golden cross was raised high, and clergymen in surplices,
with acolytes and faithful women, came chanting solemn words. The crowd
closed about them. A mirthful sailor teased the singing women with his
“tickler.” Loud guffaws, shrill laughter, were in the wake of the
procession, though some men stood to attention as the cross passed, and
others bared their heads, and something hushed the pagan riot a moment.
At the windows in Pall Mall men in evening clothes who had been officers
in the world-war sat by the pretty women who had driven through the
crowds, looking out on the noisy pageant of the street. A piano-organ
was playing, and two young soldiers danced with ridiculous grace,
imitating the elegance and languorous ecstasy of society dancers. One of
them wore a woman’s hat and skirt, and was wonderfully comic.
I stood watching them, a little stupefied by all the noise and tumult
of this “Peace” night, and with a sense of tragic irony, remembering
millions of boys who lay dead in quiet fields and the agony of many
peoples in Europe. It was then that I saw young Harding. He was sitting
in his club window just above the dancing soldiers and looking out with
a grave and rather woe-begone face, remarkable in contrast with the
laughing faces of fellow-clubmen and their women. I recognised him after
a moment’s query in my mind, and said: “Hulloa, Harding!”
He stared at me, and I saw the sudden dawning of remembrance.
“Come in,” he answered. “I had no idea you were back again!”
So I went into his club and sat by his side at the open window, glad of
this retreat from the pressure and tumult of the mob below.
He talked conventionally for a little while, and asked me whether I had
had “a good time” in the States, and whether I was busy, and why the
Americans seemed so hostile to President Wilson. I understood from
him that he approved of the Peace Treaty and was glad that Germany and
Austria had been “wiped off the map” as far as it was humanly possible.
We chatted like that for what I suppose was something more than half
an hour, while we looked out upon the seething multitude in the street
below, when suddenly the boy’s mask fell from him, so abruptly and
with such a naked revelation of a soul in anguish that concealment was
impossible.
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