This Irish girl was beautifully gay, not with that deliberate and
artificial gaiety which filled London theatres and dancing halls, but
with ah inner flame of happiness. It was difficult to account for that.
She had seen much tragedy in Lille. Death and the agony of men had been
familiar to her. She had faced death herself, very closely, escaping,
as she said, by a narrow “squeak.” She had seen the brutality of war and
its welter of misery for men and women, and now in time of peace she
was conscious of the sufferings of many people, and did not hide these
things from her mental vision or cry, “All’s right with the world!” when
all was wrong. But something in her character, something, perhaps,
in her faith, enabled her to resist the pressure of all this “morbid
emotion” and to face it squarely, with smiling eyes. Another thing that
attracted one was her fearlessness of truth. At a time when most people
shrank from truth her candour was marvellous, with the simplicity of
childhood joined to the wisdom of womanhood.
I saw this at the dinner-party for four arranged in her honour by
“Daddy” Small. That was given, for cheapness’ sake, at a little
old restaurant in Whitehall which provided a good dinner for a few
shillings, and in an “atmosphere” of old-fashioned respectability which
appealed to the little American.
Eileen knocked Brand edgewise at the beginning of his dinner by
remarking about his German marriage.
“The news came to me as a shock,” she said, and when Wickham raised his
eyebrows and looked both surprised and dismayed (he had counted on her
sympathy and help), she patted his hand as it played a devil’s tattoo on
the table-cloth, and launched into a series of indiscretions that fairly
made my hair curl.
“Theoretically,” she said, “I hadn’t the least objection to your
marrying a German girl. I have always believed that love is an instinct
which is beyond the control of diplomats who arrange frontiers and
generals who direct wars. I saw a lot of it in Lille--and there was
Franz von Kreuzenach, who fell in love with me, poor child. What really
hurt me for a while was green-eyed jealousy.”
“Daddy” Small laughed hilariously, and filled up Eileen’s glass with
Moselle wine.
Brand looked blank.
“Jealousy?”
“Why, yes,” said Eileen. “Imagine me, an Irish girl, all soppy with
emotion at the first sight of English khaki (that’s a fantastic
situation anyhow!), after four years with the grey men, and then finding
that the first khaki tunic she meets holds the body of a man she knew as
a boy, when she used to pull his hair! And such a grave heroic-looking
man, Wicky! Why, I felt like one of Tennyson’s ladies released from her
dark tower by a Knight of the Round Tower. Then you went away and
married a German Gretchen! And all my doing, because if I hadn’t given
you a letter to Franz you wouldn’t have met Elsa. So when I heard the
news, I thought, ‘There goes my romance!’”
“Daddy” Small laughed again, joyously.
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