“A lonely one when no friends are here,” said Harding, and that was the
only time he referred in any way to the wife who had left him.
That dinner was the last one which Elsa had sitting at table with
us. She became very tired again. So tired that Brand had to carry her
upstairs and downstairs, which he did as though she weighed no more than
a child. During the day she lay on a sofa in the drawing-room, and Brand
did no writing now nor any kind of work, but stayed always with his
wife. For hours together he sat by her side, and she held his hand and
touched his face and hair, and was happy in her love.
A good friend came to stay with them and brought unfailing cheerfulness.
It was Charles Fortune who had come down at Harding’s invitation. He was
as comical as ever, and made Elsa laugh with ripples of merriment while
he satirised the world as he knew it, with shrewd and penetrating wit.
He played the jester industriously to get that laughter from her, though
sometimes she had to beg of him not to make her laugh so much because
it hurt her. Then he played the piano late into the afternoon, until the
twilight in the room faded into darkness except for the ruddy glow of
the log fire, or after dinner in the evenings until Brand carried his
wife to bed. He played Chopin best, with a magic touch, but Elsa liked
him to play Bach and Schumann, and sometimes Mozart, because that
brought back her girlhood in the days before the war.
So it was one evening when Brand sat on a low stool by the sofa on
which Elsa lay, with her fingers playing in his hair or resting on his
shoulder, while Fortune filled the room with melody.
Once or twice Elsa spoke to Brand in a low voice. I heard some of her
words as I lay on a bearskin by the fire.
“I am wonderfully happy, my dear,” she said once, and Brand pulled her
hand down and kissed it.
A little later she spoke again.
“Love is so much better than hate. Then why should people go to war?”
“God knows, my dear,” said Brand.
It was some time after that, when Fortune was playing softly, that I
heard Elsa give a big, tired sigh and say the word “Peace!”
Charles Fortune played something of Beethoven’s now, with grand crashing
chords which throbbed through the room as the last glow of the sunset
flushed through the windows.
Suddenly Brand stirred on his stool, made an abrupt movement, then rose
and gave a loud, agonising cry. Fortune stopped playing with a slur
of notes. Harding leapt up from his chair in a dark corner and said,
“Brand!... what’s the matter?”
Brand had dropped to his knees and was weeping with, his arms about his
dead wife.
VIII
I was again a wanderer in the land, and going from country to country
in Europe saw the disillusionment that had followed victory, and the
despair that had followed defeat, and the ravages that were bequeathed
by war to peace, not only in devastated earth and stricken towns, but in
the souls of men and women.
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