“I don’t understand!” he stammered. “Haven’t these people any pride?
This show of friendliness--what does it mean? I’d rather they scowled
and showed their hatred than stand round fawning on us.... And our men!
They don’t seem to bear any malice. Look at that fellow gossiping with
those two girls! It’s shameful.... What have we been fighting for if it
ends in this sort of thing? It makes it all a farce!”
He was so disturbed, so unnerved, by the shock of his surprise that
there were tears of vexation in his eyes.
I could not argue with him or explain things to him.
I was astonished myself, quite baffled by a German friendliness that was
certainly sincere and not a mask hiding either hatred or humiliation.
Those people of Malmédy were pleased to see us. As yet I could not
get the drift of their psychology, in spite of what the young
French-speaking German had told me. I gave Harding the benefit of that
talk.
“This is a frontier town,” I said. “These people are not real Germans in
their sympathies and ideas.”
That seemed to comfort Harding a little. He clung on to the thought
that when we had got beyond the frontier we should meet the hatred he
expected to see. He wanted to meet it. He wanted to see scowling looks,
deep humiliation, a shameful recognition of defeat, the evil nature of
the people we had been fighting. Otherwise, to him, the war was all a
lie. For four years he had been inspired, strengthened, and upheld by
hatred of the Germans. He believed not only in every atrocity story that
appeared in English newspapers, but also, in accordance with all else
he read, that every German was essentially and unutterably vile, brutal,
treacherous, and evil. The German people were to him a race apart--the
Huns. They had nothing in common with ordinary human nature, with its
kindliness and weakness. They were physically, mentally, and morally
debased. They were a race of devils, and they could not be allowed to
live. Civilisation could only be saved by their extermination, or
if that were impossible, by their utter subjection. All the piled-up
slaughter of British youth and French youth was to him justified by the
conviction that the last man of ours must die if need be in order to
crush Germany and kill Germans. It is true that he had not died, nor
even had been wounded, but that was his ill-luck. He had been in the
cavalry, and had not been given many chances of fighting. Before
the last phase, when the cavalry came into their own, he had been
transferred to the Intelligence (though he did not speak a word of
German) in order to organise their dispatch-rider service. He knew
nothing about dispatch-riding, but his cousin was the brother-in-law
of a general’s nephew, and he had been highly recommended for this
appointment, which had surprised and annoyed him. Still, as a young
man who believed in obedience to authority and in all old traditional
systems such as patronage and privilege, he had accepted the post
without protest.
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