Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.Jenkinson, Emily J.
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Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.
Jenkinson, Emily J.
Westmorland (England) -- Fiction
When Barbara left Peter, he remained in the deserted room, staring into
the fire. He felt no exultation, nothing but great weariness, and
distaste of life. He felt that he had failed, and he had striven so hard
to attain. He had injured Barbara; he had injured Lucy; but never
wittingly. He would have sacrificed himself if by so doing he could have
saved them from pain. He had walked along a perilous path, certain of
his own strength and integrity, and he had never given a thought to
possible disaster. He was involving others in his own ruin. He blamed
himself bitterly.
He plunged into thought, wondering if there was not some way in which he
could cut the net of a malicious fate from about their feet.
But he must not linger any longer in the empty school, or Lucy would
think that something had happened to him or Barbara. He put out the
light and locked the door. The moon was just rising but he did not see
it, so dark was his own mind.
When he got home, he found Lucy sitting on a stool before the hearth,
goffering the frills of a muslin cap. The room was bright, warm, and
cheerful, and the supper table was set. She glanced up impatiently as he
came in and said:
"How late you are. Where's Barbara?"
"She's gone home," he replied. Then he let his hand fall upon her hair,
and stroked it gently. It was an appeal, which she could not be expected
to understand. He felt that he must make amends for his involuntary
injury of her in his own heart.
She drew her head away, and opened her eyes wide in surprise.
"Why has Barbara gone home?"
Peter stood looking down at his wife. She was neat, and dainty, from her
head to her feet. But her face was pale and listless, like the face of
one who sat too much indoors.
"Take a walk up the dale to-morrow, Lucy," he said, "and see Barbara and
your great-grandmother. You don't often go, I think, and a walk would do
you good."
"I've been out to-night," she replied.
"Up to Greystones?"
"No, silly, only for a walk under the trees. I heard you playing your
flute."
Lucy had been to Forest Hall. She sometimes found an excuse for going to
see Mally Ray, and look at the portrait of Joel's grandfather, because
it was so like Joel himself.
"I'm not hungry," she said, "I don't want any supper, but you'd better
get yours. It's a pity Barbara didn't come to keep you company."
He sat down in silence, while she continued to crimp her frills,
apparently absorbed in the occupation.
"Oh," she remarked at last with studied indifference, "I forgot to tell
you. I met Mally Ray to-night and she says Joel is coming home. He's
expected soon, that's if he took the ship he meant to take when he
wrote. He's made his fortune--lucky man."
She stole a glance at her husband. He looked old and tired and careworn.
She rose slowly, not spontaneously, and sat down beside him, and patted
his hand.
"Poor Peter," she said, "that night-school takes too much out of you.
You should give it up."
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