Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.Jenkinson, Emily J.
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Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.
Jenkinson, Emily J.
Westmorland (England) -- Fiction
She made an effort to go away, before her feelings betrayed her into any
deeper revelations than she had a right to make. But he caught and
kissed her. She struggled to free herself, but his arms were like steel
bands. If Peter had ever kissed her thus she might have become his as
truly in heart as she was in name. But Peter's kisses, though kind, did
not thrill her. He never swept her off her feet in the flood of an
overmastering emotion. He was always quiet and self-controlled, while
she loved to feel as though a stormy sea were beating upon her bosom.
She did not think that his love might be more enduring than that which
could rise like a tempest, but as suddenly fall again.
For Joel and Lucy, just now, five years were blotted out, five years of
separation and misunderstanding. Duty, too, was swept into oblivion by
their reckless hands. Heedlessly they set out in an unsound boat upon a
dangerous sea, and forgot the depths below, the yawning lips of the gulf
which would suck them down sooner or later to everlasting regret.
"You are mine, Lucy," whispered Joel, "you are mine. I always knew you
were."
For a few minutes she lay soothed within the shelter of his arms. Then
she tore herself away. Without a word, but with a scared face, she fled
back through the forest to her home. There she flung herself down by a
chair and wept.
She remembered that her great-grandmother would be expecting her, but
she dared not confront those eagle eyes in her present state of mind.
The world had taken on a darker hue since she had gone out but a little
while ago. Yesterday was grey, but it had passed serenely. To-day clouds
were rolling up, and she heard the mutter of approaching thunder.
Where was peace, that she might find it? Only in resignation. Where was
happiness, that she might snatch at it? Only in devotion to duty. Where
could she turn for safety? She felt that she was swinging over an abyss.
There was safety with Peter. But resignation was a hard bed. Duty had
lost its savour. And she was afraid of Peter now, for she knew that she
had wronged him.
* * * * *
Joel remained in the dell for a while after Lucy had left him. His idyll
had become a tragedy. His vision was defiled. He wondered if he should
go away now, and never return. He wanted to keep Lucy as he had always
thought of her--sweet, pure, dream-like. He could not do that and have
her. He meant to have her. He would sacrifice his ideals to have her.
How he would bring it to pass he did not know, but some time the way
would open out. Had she not said that she loved him?
He burned with hatred towards Peter, towards the man who had
circumvented him. What use was his wealth to him if he must live alone,
deprived of the one thing he most wanted to have?
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