Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.Jenkinson, Emily J.
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Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.
Jenkinson, Emily J.
Westmorland (England) -- Fiction
She knew the cave so well--every stone on the floor, every crack in the
walls where tiny ferns grew--that she could have found her way about it
blindfold. She often thought that, when she came to die, Ketel's Parlour
would remain the most vivid picture in her mind.
Death was a familiar meditation to Barbara. She met it so often that it
forced itself upon her notice. The destroyer tramped the fells even in
summer-time, taking his toll of sheep and lambs, and now and then
snatching away a man. But when winter came, with its storms of wind and
rain; when it held the becks stiff behind icy bars; when it filled the
gullies with drifting snow and levelled dangerous slopes, then it seemed
to be a miracle that any living thing should come through it alive. Time
and again, between November and March, those whose work took them to the
great wastes, would face death, would go where a slip was destruction,
where presence of mind, and swift, unerring action meant life; where
nothing but the instinct that is born in some men, added to hard-won
experience, could bring them safe and sound out of the valley of the
shadow to their own hearth-stones.
Barbara often wondered how her own end would come. Would she be like a
shepherd, who had gone out one wild night to bring the ewes to a more
sheltered spot, and who was blown over a precipice? Would she fall into
a drift when helping to dig out the sheep, and perish of the suffocating
snow in which a sheep may live, but not a human being? Would she grow
dizzy when climbing some steep ascent, and fall down to be dashed on the
rocks below? Or would she, like her great-grandmother, live for a
hundred years, and die at last in the four-poster, with the bridewain on
one side of her and the dresser on the other?
No; anything but that. She hoped that death would not forget her, as it
had forgotten Mistress Lynn, that grim, grey, human Sphynx, which could
look back along the years for a century. That such a lot might be hers
filled the girl with horror. But she would not believe it. She cared not
how death came, but she hoped he would not tarry, for life held nothing
now that could make her wish to live. Life was full of renunciation and
sacrifice, and she was tired of striving after righteousness.
She had not been long alone when she heard a voice calling her:
"Barbara! Barbara!"
Absorbed in her thoughts, she imagined that the voice came from her
inner consciousness, and was spirit speaking unto spirit. But it called
again, and this time fell upon her ear with unmistakable urgency:
"Barbara!"
Lucy was running across the slope, towards the light issuing from the
cavern's doorway. She looked excited, her cheeks were aflame, her eyes
shining.
"You must come with me," she cried. "You must come at once, over the
Robber's Rake to the Shepherd's Rest. Joel is dying."
She took her sister's hand, and began to draw her towards the door.
"Sit down, Lucy, and calm thyself," said Barbara.
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