Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.Jenkinson, Emily J.
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Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.
Jenkinson, Emily J.
Westmorland (England) -- Fiction
Barbara listened to the voice of the running water with varied feelings.
It spoke to her of life; of the hopes and ambitions and renunciations
that had sounded such strange notes in her own soul. For its clear
ripple was accompanied by sad murmurs, and sudden splashes, as it ran
over pebbles, or flowed in a deep torrent, or fell from the rocks. It
played upon the whole gamut of sounds, just as life had played upon the
whole gamut of her emotions, and out of them made music, halting and
discordant, perhaps, at times, but always striving after more perfect
harmony.
Barbara had real affection for the beck. When she and Lucy were
children, afraid of the dark, they used to lie awake at night,
shivering at the thought of the crags overhanging the house, but its
voice reassured them. The stream was a living thing, so free, and
light-hearted, and friendly. It never hid from the sun or the moon, it
gathered their light into its foam. Barbara used to call it the Milky
Way, and let it flow through her imagination like a galaxy of millions
upon millions of stars. And it was her and her sister's delight to fly
out of the house at the first peep of day, in the hot summer weather,
and bathe in the clear pools above the farm, bathe naked under the green
banks, with no eye but that of a distant shepherd to spy upon them.
The beck was a true friend. It piped when they danced, leaped when they
sang, and mourned when they were sorrowful. To Barbara, as to her
great-grandmother, it told stories of the days of old. For it had seen
the midnight raids of the moss-troopers, had baffled the hounds when
they came on a man-hunt up the dale, and had, more than once, had its
clear waters stained with blood. But to-night it wakened more intimate
memories in Barbara's mind.
She lay, soothed into drowsiness, while the events of her life passed
before her like pictures upon a screen, light and dark, monotonous, or
many-coloured, they came and went, and she looked at them as a painter
may look at the early work of his hands, and trace in it those ideas
which experience has since matured. She had not allowed herself to
meditate in this way for a long time. Some of her memories had still the
power to cast her weeping upon the ground. But now, whether lulled into
semi-consciousness by the beck, or subdued by the near approach of
death, she saw and handled, with unimpassioned feelings, that which had
been painted out of her heart's blood. It was as though she had been
lifted to a higher sphere, where the inner significance of life was
understood and where the crude pattern it had been worked into here, was
there transformed into a thing of perfect beauty.
So the night wore away. The moon vanished, and rain came down with the
rushing sound of steady pouring.
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