Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.Jenkinson, Emily J.
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Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.
Jenkinson, Emily J.
Westmorland (England) -- Fiction
Barbara dreamed that night of the mingled cup, which Jove gave the
children of men to drink. She tasted it herself, and Lucy drank it to
the dregs. Peter, laughing as was his wont, took it from Jove's hand,
and she saw his eyes grow wild, his hair white, his cheeks haggard like
a ghost. Then the vapours of the tarn rose around, swirling, twirling up
to the light of the moon, blotting out their faces. After this dream the
night was a blank until the day dawned.
"Do you know when Peter will be back?" asked Barbara, as she milked the
kye in the grey of early morning.
"Nay," replied Lucy: then she added passionately, "if I had a chance of
leaving the dale I'd never come back to it, never again. I'd put the
memory away like a bad dream. It's an ill place. It's under a ban.
Peter's silly to set foot in it when the world is free for him to walk
in."
"I'm glad Peter is coming home," said Barbara.
Lucy made no reply. So far she had not given much heed to Peter's
return. Now the thought sent a touch of colour to her face.
Since Joel went away life had dragged for her. Drudgery had become her
lot, unlightened by any pleasant experience, or made bearable by hope.
She ate her bread with tears. She was glad when each day dawned, and
thankful when each day died. She longed for change, any change that
would break the monotony of her existence. She was weary of living,
although so young. Yet she did not desire death. All that she wanted was
to fall asleep, and waken up with the thread of her old life cut, and
the possibility of a new life before her. To go on and on, year after
year, always following the same humdrum path was a contingency, which
she could not contemplate without despair. She had striven to put Joel's
image out of her mind. He had written once, but his letter was
superficial, and she believed that he had ceased to care for her. Regret
that the past was past drove her to spend many a night in weeping. If
she could, willingly she would have forgotten him; but she was unable to
forget.
Some days later as Lucy was walking through Cringel Forest she saw Peter
sitting on the trunk of a fallen tree near the school-house. He did not
hear her approach, and she had been watching him with gradually
brightening eyes for a few moments before he felt their influence. Then
he rose with a laugh; but it was not as spontaneous and merry as it used
to be.
"You're welcome back, Peter," said Lucy. "The dale is very dull without
you."
"Is that so?" he replied, taking her hand, and looking affectionately
into her face.
"Even great-granny smiled when she heard you were back. 'Tell him to
come to Greystones,' she said, 'and bring his dancing bear with him. I
want waking up.'"
"Well," he answered, with a faint note of sarcasm in his voice, "it's
some compensation for giving up your heart's desire to fill the role of
merry-andrew with satisfaction."
"Didn't you want to come back, Peter?"
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