Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.Jenkinson, Emily J.
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Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.
Jenkinson, Emily J.
Westmorland (England) -- Fiction
Lucy's eyes were fixed upon the low grey house before her. The weeds,
which grew between its rough slates, were dead; the feathery grasses,
that found congenial crannies in the walls, drooped; the garden--a
narrow patch between the door and the beck--was already seared by the
hand of autumn.
But that which Lucy's eyes beheld was not the Greystones of to-day,
gilded by the westering sun, but the Greystones of the days to come,
swept by the rain, beaten by winds, or wreathed round and round by the
whirling white sheets of a snow-storm.
In a few weeks' time winter would be here; long, wild nights would
follow short, wild days; the sun would be blotted out, or rise above the
mountain rampart for a few hours, roll across the dale like a red wheel,
and plunge down behind another mountain rampart amid lurid mists, or
smoky clouds.
Her mind dwelt upon this picture with dread. She told herself that she
could not pass another winter at Greystones, cooped up with the fearsome
old woman, her great-grandmother. She would lose her wits if she did, or
die; at any rate, lose her youth. Youth was not so much a matter of a
few years as of happiness--the happy were always young, the sad old long
before their time.
As Lucy sat on the bridge this fair autumn evening, herself as fair as a
little rosy cloud floating overhead, although she was outwardly calm and
unoccupied, she was listening, not with the best of grace, to two voices
talking in her own soul. One had been trying to make itself heard for
days, nay, weeks; but she would pay no heed to it. Now it refused to be
stifled any longer.
"You are doing wrong," said this better self, but the other part of her
vehemently protested innocence.
Ever since Peter Fleming had returned to High Fold Lucy's attitude
towards life had changed. She had not been happier, but she had been
less willing to suffer with resignation. She had looked facts in the
face. She considered Joel's departure and the possibility of his ever
returning; would she not be grey-haired by then? Fortunes were not made
in a day. She weighed her own chances of escape from a life that she
detested. There was only one. So she made up her mind that sorrow should
not fall upon her like a blighting sickness, take the roses out of her
cheeks, the light from her eyes, the hope from her heart. She refused to
be thrust into darkness. If happiness was not bestowed upon her as a
gift, she would go out and seek it.
Yet she was ill at ease--beset by fears, troubled by conscience.
She rose from her seat upon the bridge and looked down the dale to
Forest Hall. Her eyes had lost their sweetness and were hard, her lips
were compressed.
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