Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.Jenkinson, Emily J.
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Barbara Lynn: A Tale of the Dales and Fells.
Jenkinson, Emily J.
Westmorland (England) -- Fiction
But the influence of a new world, where men wrestled cheerfully with
adverse circumstances, and overcame them by force of will, roused the
latent manliness in him. They went forth daily--their muscles tough as
steel, their bodies trained to every kind of hardship--and they came
back, sometimes in a few months, rich with the rewards of their
endurance. And so, when he saw men all around him strip for the contest,
and some bear off the prize, he determined to do likewise.
He found an unexpected pleasure in action. Life, smacking of adventure,
got hold of his imagination, and quickened his brain. An up-hill road of
monotonous toil, even though it had led to honour and greater wealth,
could not have spurred him to self-denial and energy, such as now
regulated his thoughts. There was much of the excitement of the
racecourse in the life that he was living. He looked forward eagerly to
the day when he, and a small party of adventurers would set out into the
Unknown, carrying their lives in their hands.
A genial glow suffused his outlook; he could see the dawn of a new life
before him. He was like one watching the light broaden and deepen before
the rising of the sun.
A wind blew from the west, sweet with the perfume of damp wood. Few
things stir the memory like a scent, and Joel's mind harked back to
Cringel Forest, and the old house above the tree-tops. With luck he
would be able to restore it to its former modest but honourable position
among its neighbours. With luck he would yet set Lucy Lynn there as its
mistress.
When he first left High Fold he had tried to thrust the memory of her
pleading eyes away. To a certain extent he had succeeded; for the world
to which he had come was a world of men and not of women, and no one
crossed his path to waken a longing for her in his heart. He had not
meant to treat her slightingly, any more than he had meant to rob
Mistress Lynn. He had drifted into the one, as he had drifted towards
the other, through a light and reckless valuation of moral conduct, and
an utter disregard of responsibility. He had written once, but things
were not going well with him at the time, so his letter was short and
superficial. He had meant to write again when luck changed: but luck was
long in changing, and by then her form had grown indistinct.
With the awakening of his manhood, however, came a stirring of the old
passion. Every part of him was quickened--both his conscience and his
memory. He tried to bring her features back, but he must pay the price
for having neglected her so long, and hard as he strove to imagine her
as she was, her face eluded him, tantalized him, and came near only to
fade away as soon as he turned his eyes upon it.
But the spirit in him, which Barbara Lynn, by her personality, had
touched to consciousness for a few moments, was now fully roused, and
struggling up, through manifold weaknesses that swathed it, to take its
place as the true director of his life.
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