Barbara also shrank from meeting James Berwick in that world from which
she herself had always lived apart, while belonging to it by birth and
breeding; she found it painful to imagine him set against another
background than that where she had hitherto seen him, and she felt as if
their singular intimacy must suffer, when once the solitude with which
it had become encompassed was destroyed.
That afternoon there had occurred in Mrs. Turke's sitting-room a curious
little scene. Barbara and Berwick had gone in there after lunch, and
Berwick had amused both Mrs. Rebell and his old nurse by telling them
something of the elaborate preparations which were being made at
Halnakeham Castle for the great ball. Suddenly the housekeeper had
suggested, with one of her half-sly, half-jovial looks, that Mrs. Rebell
should, there and then, go and put on her ball-dress--the beautiful gown
which had arrived the day before from Paris, and which had already been
tried on by her in Madame Sampiero's presence.
For a moment, Barbara had not wholly understood what was being required
of her, and Mrs. Turke mistook the reason for her hesitation: "La,
ma'am, you need not be afraid that your shoulders won't bear
daylight--why, they're milky white, and as dimpled as a baby's, Mr.
James!" And then, understanding at last the old woman's preposterous
suggestion, and meeting the sudden flame in Berwick's half-abashed,
wholly pleading eyes, Barbara had felt inexplicably humiliated--stripped
of her feminine dignity. True, Berwick had at once altered his attitude
and had affected to treat Mrs. Turke's notion as a poor joke, quickly
speaking of some matter which he knew would be of absorbing interest to
his old nurse.
But even so Mrs. Rebell, sitting there in the darkness, felt herself
flush painfully as she remembered the old housekeeper's shrewd,
appraising look, and as she again saw Berwick's ardent eyes meeting and
falling before her own shrinking glance.
* * * * *
"I don't know that we shall have a really pleasant evening"--Mrs.
Boringdon's gentle, smooth voice struck across the trend of Barbara's
thoughts. "It is certain to be a terrible crush--the Duke and Duchess
seem to have asked everybody. Even Doctor McKirdy is coming! I suppose
he will drive over in solitary state in one of the other Priory
carriages?"
Mrs. Rebell stiffened into attention: "No," she said, rather distantly,
"Doctor McKirdy is going to the Castle with a certain Doctor Robertson
who lives at Halnakeham." Here Oliver interposed--"Robertson is one of
the Halnakeham doctors, and, like McKirdy himself, a bachelor and a
Scotchman; he is, therefore, the only medical man hereabouts whom our
friend honours with his intimate acquaintance."
And then again silence fell upon the group of ill-assorted fellow
travellers.
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