This frivolous, egoistical woman, ever guided by her instincts, never by
her heart or conscience, thoroughly understood, as many shrewd and
clever women fail to do, the value of money. From the plane whence Mrs.
Marshall took her survey of life, the gratification of that instinct
which she called love had always been a luxury, and the possession of
wealth with which to gratify all other instincts an absolute necessity
of existence. The contempt which most women, even those themselves
ignoble, naturally feel for a man whom they suspect of putting material
possessions before the deepest feelings of the heart, would to her have
savoured of gross hypocrisy.
The Duchess--clever woman as she was, and dealing, in this case, with
one whose intellect she despised--would have been surprised indeed had
she known that what had really impressed and influenced Louise Marshall
during their painful talk that day, had been the short statement, thrown
in as an after-thought, of Berwick's financial position and of what he
would lose if he married again. That, so Mrs. Marshall at once told
herself, made all the difference. To her mind it absolutely justified
James Berwick in rejecting the offer practically made by her within a
few weeks of her husband's death, for what were her few thousands a year
compared to the huge income which he would lose on a second marriage?
She was, however, inclined to consider that he had shown false delicacy
in not at once telling her the circumstances of the case. Then, at any
rate, they might have sorrowed together over the inscrutable dictates of
Providence. But instead of taking that sincere and manly course,
Berwick, during that interview which even she shrank from recalling, had
actually implied that his distaste to her was personal, his horror of
marriage a singular idiosyncracy! Now it behoved her to beat a dignified
retreat. And so, "As things are----"
Berwick began to realise that the woman before him had prepared what she
wished to say, nay more, that she had probably rehearsed the present
scene--
"As things are, Jimmy, I think it will be best for us to part, and so I
have made up my mind to go to India with the Thorntons." She hurried
over the words, honestly afraid of provoking in herself emotion of a
disfiguring nature, for the thought of her unselfishness naturally
brought the tears to her eyes. "That's all," she said in abrupt
conclusion, "and now I think we had better go back to the ball-room."
She gave Berwick a quick, furtive look, and suddenly felt sorry for him.
How he must have cared after all! For, as he stood opening the door for
her to pass through, his face had turned ashen, and his blue eyes were
sunken. So might a man look who, suddenly relieved of an intolerable
weight, is, for a moment, afraid to move or to speak, lest the burden
should again descend upon his shrinking shoulders.
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