He hesitated, and with eyes cast down began tracing with the heavy stick
he bore in his hand imaginary geometrical patterns on the turf.
"If my daughter Julia had lived, she would have been seventeen to-day,
and so it seemed to me--perhaps I was wrong--to be a good opportunity to
make another effort to soften Barbara's heart." He put his hand on Mrs.
Rebell's shoulder, and smiled rather strangely as he quickly added, "You
understand? I mean my own poor Barbara's heart, not that of this kind
young Barbara, who I am hoping will intercede for me, on whom I am
counting to help me in this matter. I do not know how far I should be
justified in letting her know what is undoubtedly the truth, namely,
that I have not very long to live. McKirdy absolutely refuses to tell
her; but perhaps, if she knew this fact, it would alter her feeling, and
make her more willing to consider the question of--of--our marriage."
And then, as Barbara started and looked at him attentively, he went on
slowly, and with a quiet dignity which moved his listener deeply: "Of
course you know our story? Sometimes I think there is no one in the
whole world who does not know it. There were years, especially after the
birth of our little Julia, when I think I may say we both had marriage
on the brain. And then, when at last Barbara was free, when Napoleone
Sampiero"--his face contracted when he uttered the name--"was dead, she
would not hear of it. She seemed to think--perhaps at the time it was
natural she should do so--that the death of our poor child had been a
judgment on us both. But now, after all these years, I think she might
do as I ask. I even think--perhaps you might put that to her--that she
owes me something. No husband was ever more devoted to a wife than I
have been to her. Now, and Heaven knows how many years it is since we
last met, I think of her constantly. She is there!--there!" He struck
his breast, then went on more calmly: "My niece knows my wishes, there
would be no trouble with her; and as for my nephew, James Berwick, you
know how attached he has always been to Barbara. Why, I'm told he's much
more here now than he is at Chillingworth!"
He turned abruptly, and they walked slowly, side by side, down the broad
grass path till there came a spot where it became merged in the road
under the beeches. Here he stopped her.
"You are surely not going to walk back all the way alone!" she cried,
for she saw with emotion that he looked older even in the few days which
had elapsed since he had bade her good-bye at Fletchings.
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