Almost at once her god-mother asked her, "Would you not like to go away,
with Léonie, to Paris for a few days?" She caught with feverish relief
at the proposal; it was good, it was more than kind, of Marraine to
suggest so delightful a plan! But she would prefer, honestly so, to go
alone, not to take the old French servant whom in her heart she well
knew the paralysed woman could ill spare. It would have been a great
pleasure to Barbara to have had the company of Lucy Kemp, but she had
not dared suggest it, being afraid of a refusal. If she could not have
Lucy for a companion, she felt she would rather go alone. And Madame
Sampiero had at last consented to this modification of her plan,--a plan
which had not met with Doctor McKirdy's approval, but as to which his
old friend, as was usually the case, got her own way.
* * * * *
And now had come the last night but one before Mrs. Rebell's departure.
She felt excited and pleased at the thought of the little holiday.
Berwick had evidently been told as soon as the household knew of her
coming journey, and yet, when writing, he had only once alluded to it,
and she had felt rather hurt, for to herself it was a matter of much
moment. This journey would be, in a sense, a pilgrimage; Barbara meant
to go to some of the places, within easy reach of Paris, where she and
her parents had spent most of their exile. During the last few days she
had passed much time in discussion with Doctor McKirdy as to what she
was to see, and in helping him to draw up a little plan of the places
she was to go to,--Versailles, St. Germains, Fontainebleau, with all of
which she had cherished associations! The moments went by so quickly
that, for the first time for many weeks, Barbara thought but little of
Berwick, and of her own strange relation to him.
Now she was on her way to bed. She would have only two more nights in
the Queen's Room, for she had herself insisted that a humbler apartment,
but still one on the same floor as that of Madame Sampiero, should be
found for her, and the change was to take place on her return. She
looked round the beautiful room which had become to her a place of so
many memories, and as she did so a shadow came over her face. Would she
ever again be as happy as she had been in this room, so simply,
childishly content as during those days when she had lain on the great
canopied bed, while those about her ministered to her slightest
wish--when she had been the spoiled darling of Doctor McKirdy, of the
grim Scotch nurse, and last, not least, of James Berwick?
There came a knock at the door--a hesitating, low knock, very unlike
that of Jean or Léonie. Barbara suddenly felt an odd pang of fear: "Come
in," she cried loudly,--what, after all, had she to be afraid of?
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