The second reason was one more personal to herself. Miss Berwick was
trying to make up her mind about a certain matter, and she felt that her
brother's presence--nay, even the mere fact of his being in the
neighbourhood--would make it more difficult for her to do so. She knew
herself to be on the eve of receiving a very desirable offer of
marriage. Its acceptance by her would be, in a sense, the crowning act
of her successful life. The man was an ambassador, one of the most
distinguished of her uncle's friends, a childless widower, who, as she
had long known, both liked and respected her. In a few days he would be
at Fletchings, and she knew that the time had come when she must make up
her mind to say yes or to say no.
The third complication, from the thought of which Miss Berwick shrank
with a pain which surprised herself, was the fact that both Lord
Bosworth, and now her brother in this letter which lay before her, had
requested her to write and ask Daniel O'Flaherty--the man whom she had
once loved--to come and spend a few days at Fletchings. They had met
many times since that decisive interview in Kensington Gardens which had
been so strangely interrupted by Oliver Boringdon--for such meetings are
the unforeseen penalties attendant on such conduct as had been that of
Arabella--but both had hitherto contrived to avoid staying under the
same roof. Now, however, she felt she could no longer put off giving
this invitation, the more so that it was for her brother's sake that
Lord Bosworth wished O'Flaherty to be asked to Fletchings.
Miss Berwick had early found it advisable, when something painful had to
be done, to "rush her fences." She took up her pen and wrote, in her
fine, characteristic hand-writing, the words, "Dear Mr. O'Flaherty."
Then she laid the pen down, lay back in her chair, and closed her eyes.
Even after so long a time had gone by, the memory of what had passed
between Daniel O'Flaherty and herself was intolerably bitter. Arabella
even now never thought of him without asking herself how it happened
that she had not realised what manner of man he really was, and why she
had not foreseen how sure he was to make his way. She never saw his name
printed, never heard it uttered, without this feeling of shamed surprise
and acute self-reproach coming over her.
The strong attraction she had felt for the then untried Irishman had in
a sense blinded her--made her distrustful of his real power. Her uncle,
Lord Bosworth, had been more clear-sighted, in those far-off days when
he had encouraged the unknown barrister to come about Bosworth House,
just before she herself so ruthlessly sent him away.
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