Great Britain -- History -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
He continued to gaze moodily before him, idly watching a ray of
moonlight steal across the floor of the shed. To his surprise he saw it
reveal the foot of a woman, and as it climbed to her knee he marked the
desperate tension of the clasped white hands that lay thereon:
"Poor soul," he muttered. "There is trouble there."
Higher still crept the beam of light till the whole figure was
illumined, and then, as at the drawing aside of a curtain of darkness,
the face of Barbara Winslow emerged slowly from the black shadow, and
appeared before him bathed in a glory of light.
Barbara! Yes, though at first sight he barely knew her, barely
recognised those pallid cheeks, the dropped jaw, the fixed, staring eyes
wide with fear, all the agony of her terrified spirit written on her
face.
He sprang forward with a cry and crossed the room to her side. She
turned to him quickly and seized his outstretched hand, all other
feelings submerged in the great terror that held her.
"Oh! I am frightened, I am frightened," she sobbed in utter
abandonment. "Indeed I cannot bear it. Sure they cannot truly carry out
the sentence? I could not endure it, it would kill me, and I cannot die
yet. Help me, help me. Do not let them scourge me. I am so frightened,
help me."
What could he do? He held both her hands tightly in his own, and passed
his arm round her as though to shield her from all hurt. And she,
forgetting all else in the face of this fear which she felt for the
first time in her life, crouched against him in a paroxysm of trembling
and sobbing.
"Oh! I know I am a base coward, but what can I do? For I was so happy,
and life was so good, and now I—I, Barbara Winslow, must be scourged
openly in the market-place by the common hangman, month after month,
till assuredly I must die of the shame. Think! The troopers will watch
and laugh, and I shall be—— Oh! no, no, indeed I cannot bear it; what
shall I do!"
He ground his teeth in helpless, desperate rage. Wild vague assertions
of help and protection rose to his lips and died away unuttered, for he
knew himself powerless. His heart surged with impotent fury, while she
sobbed in his arms in the very abandonment of fear and misery, the
natural reaction after the proud restraint of the past few days.
But it was only for a little space; the firm clasp of his hands, the
pressure of his arm, gave her the sense of human support and strength
that she lacked. In a few minutes the cold terror left her, she was
herself again save for backward shudderings at the remembrance of the
emotions through which she had passed.
Drawing her hands gently from his grasp, she lifted her white,
tear-stained face to his with a smile.
"Thank you," she said simply. "I know not what ailed me. ’Twas mighty
foolish and yet ’twas terrible enow," she added with a shudder.
He laid his hand on hers again firmly, and she did not withdraw it. For
a few minutes they sat in silence.
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