Great Britain -- History -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
For if he loved the girl of whom he spoke so tenderly, then she,
Barbara, could be nothing to him, save that perchance her beauty
gratified his eyes; her presence was but an aggravation of his
distresses, her helplessness a burden, unwelcome as unsought.
Her first impulse, nay, her firm intention was to flee from him at once,
relieve him from his forced task, and win or lose her safety for
herself. Thus her pride urged her to act.
But more gentle thoughts held sway. For Barbara was practical, and
above all things, just. She saw clearly that to leave him now, in
secret, would but add to his troubles, since he would without doubt seek
her again, nor rest until he found her, fearing for her safety.
Further, to urge him to leave her were useless; such a man as he did not
lightly relinquish a task he had once taken in hand.
No, clearly she could not escape from the position in which she had
thrust herself, her punishment must be to remain with him, dependent on
his care. Nor must she accept his kindness grudgingly, but with a free
heart, simply, confidently, else her conduct were indeed unjust. For
since she had imposed the task upon him, she must not make it bitter by
any act of hers.
So she resolved, though it hurt her pride sorely to accept his favours,
deeming that she had nought to give in turn. For the Winslows were ever
proud folk, giving gift for gift, blow for blow, in fair exchange, and
Barbara had by no means consented to give nought and receive all at the
hands of any man, save that her wonderful sense of fairness (no such
common attribute of her sex), forced her to give his feelings the
consideration she felt was but his due.
But for that other woman! The woman who had once sat there, enthroned,
accepting his homage, perchance in the very spot where new she lay. She
rose abruptly and walked to the far side of the hollow, where she seated
herself stiffly on a fallen tree, and glanced distastefully at the soft
bank of moss that had lately formed her couch.
Presently she grew restless, and so to escape from the folly of her
thoughts, she resolved to make a short voyage of exploration on her own
account.
She had no difficulty in discovering the opening in the bushes which
enclosed the hollow, and passing through she found herself on a narrow
green path leading through the forest. The brambles crept close to her
side, and at times even stretched their long arms across her path, but
in the clear light of day she had no great difficulty in making her way
along a road which in the darkness of the previous night had appeared
fraught with almost insuperable difficulty.
She tripped along at a fair pace beneath the towering branches, pausing
ever and anon to gaze with wondering delight at some newly opening scene
of woodland beauty.
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