Great Britain -- History -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
But Barbara had also another task to her hand. For Ralph, his strength
exhausted by exposure and starvation, was laid low with a fever, and for
two days lay delirious, dependent on her care. She nursed him with
unwearying tenderness, though the duty was no light one, and she shrank
in dread at his raving, which wrung her heart sorely. For ever his talk
was of Barbara, Barbara his perfect woman, Barbara whom he worshipped
with his heart and soul. And as she listened to his words, and learned
the story of his years-long devotion, her heart grew heavy with pity and
she redoubled her tenderness towards him, crying to herself that she was
cruel, cruel, to have nought to give him in return.
Even when the delirium passed, and he was on the speedy road to
recovery, her self-reproach, her gratitude, led her in cruel kindness
still to continue her tender ministrations, and as he watched her
waiting upon him, hovering over him, ever watchful to supply his wants,
it seemed to him that Mistress Fytch’s simple rooms were changed to a
veritable paradise, and those few short days passed like a glimpse of
heaven.
But for Miles Protheroe life during those days was alternate heaven and
hell.
For howsoever rapturously a man may love a woman, regarding constantly
her courage, her beauty or even her disdain, yet is his love made more
devout when he may watch her, moving simple, gracious, sweet, about her
household work. Then first is revealed to him the full influence of her
nature. No haughty queen, no unapproachable goddess she, but the bright
light of a man’s life, the very homemaker, glorifying by the beauty of
her gracious presence the humblest tasks.
Captain Protheroe thus day by day grew to love Barbara more, but with
the growth of his love his despair increased at sight of her devotion to
Sir Ralph.
As she listened perforce to the sick man’s ravings, he would steal from
the room with despairing heart and maddened thought, that another could
pour out to her so freely the words which he might not speak.
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