Christian saints -- India -- Romances; Gautama Buddha -- Legends -- Adaptations; Princes -- India -- Romances
The king was overwhelmed with astonishment and anger; with
astonishment, at his son's wisdom and unanswerable words; with anger,
at the persistence with which he denounced his father's gods, and
mocked and ridiculed the whole tenour of his life. He could not admit
the glory of his discourse because of the grossness of the darkness
within, but natural affection forbad him to punish his son, or evilly
to entreat him, and he utterly despaired of moving him by threats.
Fearing then that, if he argued further with him, his son's boldness
and bitter satire of the gods might kindle him to hotter anger, and
lead him to do him a mischief, he arose in wrath and withdrew. "Would
that thou hadst never been born," he cried, "nor hadst come to the
light of day, destined as thou weft to be such an one, a blasphemer of
the gods, and a renegade from thy father's love and admonition." But
thou shalt not alway mock the invincible gods, nor shall their enemies
rejoice for long, nor shall these knavish sorceries prevail. For
except thou become obedient unto me, and right-minded toward the gods,
I will first deliver time to sundry tortures, and then put thee to the
cruellest death, dealing with thee not as with a son, but as with an
enemy and rebel."
XXV.
In such wise did the father threaten and wrathfully retire. But the
son entered his own bedchamber, and lifted up his eyes to the proper
judge of his cause, and cried out of the depth of his heart, "O Lord my
God, my sweet hope and unerring promise, the sure refuge of them that
are wholly given up to thee, with gracious and kindly eye look upon the
contrition of my heart, and leave me not, neither forsake me. But,
according to thine unerring pledge, be thou with me, thine unworthy and
sorry servant. Thee I acknowledge and confess, the maker and provider
of all creation. Therefore do thou thyself enable me to continue in
this good confession, until my dying breath: look upon me, and pity me;
and stand by and keep me unhurt by any working of Satan. Look upon me,
O King: for my heart is enkindled with longing after thee, and is
parched as with burning thirst in the desert, desiring thee, the well
of immortality. Deliver not to the wild beasts my soul that confesseth
thee: forget not the soul of the poor for ever; but grant me that am a
sinner throughout my length of days to suffer all things for thy name's
sake and in the confession of thee, and to sacrifice my whole self unto
thee. For, with thy might working in them, even the feeble shall wax
exceeding strong; for thou only art the unconquerable ally and merciful
God, whom all creation blesseth, glorified for ever and ever. Amen."
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