Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
While Rose Emily was still talking, the girl turned away and went back
into the store. If she didn't work and deaden thought, she couldn't
possibly go through with it. All this numbness was on the surface of her
being, like the insensibility that is produced by a narcotic. It didn't
lessen a single pang underneath, nor alter a solitary fact of
existence. At any minute, without premonition, the effects of the
narcotic might wear off, and she might come back to life again. Coming
back to life, with all that she had to face, would be terrible. Taking
the broom from the corner behind the door, she began sweeping the floor
in hard, long strokes, as if she were sweeping away a mountain of trash;
and into these strokes she put as much as she could of her misery. When
she had finished sweeping the store, she brushed the mud from the
platform and the steps to the pile of refuse which had accumulated at
the back of the house. Then she brought a basin of water and a cake of
soap, and scrubbed the counter and the shelves where the dry goods were
kept. She worked relentlessly, with rigid determination, as if to clean
the store were the one absorbing purpose of her life.
"What's got into you, Dorinda?" asked Nathan, while he watched her. "You
look as if you'd gone dirt crazy." Dirt crazy! That was what the boys
said of her mother.
"I get so tired looking at dust," she replied.
"Dust? I didn't know there was a speck of dust anywhere around. Old
Jubilee swept and dusted this morning."
With her dripping brush in her hand, Dorinda turned from the shelves she
was washing and looked at him over the counter. She wondered why he had
not spoken of Jason, and some dormant instinct, buried in the morass of
her consciousness, was grateful to him because he had avoided the
subject. He must know. Everybody knew by this time. Yet he had not
alluded by word or look to the wreck of her happiness. Though she did
not think of it at the moment, long afterwards she realized that this
was one of the occasions when Nathan had shown a tactfulness which she
had never imagined that he possessed.
She finished the shelves, going scrupulously into each crack and corner.
Then, putting the basin and the cake of soap aside, she wiped the
dampness off with a cloth, and arranged the bolts of figured calico and
checked gingham in orderly rows. When this was over she attacked the
pasteboard boxes on the adjoining shelf, cleaning, dusting, reassorting
the contents of each separate box. It was amazing the way dust
collected. Old Jubilee had cleaned the store. Yet here was dirt poked
away in the corners.
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