Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
At first the noises and the strange faces had confused her. Then it
occurred to her that there might be temporary solace in the crowd, that
she might lose herself in the street and drift on wherever the throng
carried her. Her self-confidence returned when she found how easy it was
to pursue her individual life, to retain her secret identity, in the
midst of the city. She discovered presently that when nothing matters
the problem of existence becomes amazingly simple. Fear, which had been
perversely associated with happiness, faded from her mind when despair
entered it. From several unpleasant episodes she had learned to be on
the watch and to repulse advances that were disagreeable; but at such
moments her courage proved to be as vast as her wretchedness. Once an
elderly woman in deep mourning approached her while she sat on a bench
in the Park, and inquired solicitously if she needed employment. In the
beginning the stranger had appeared helpful; but a little conversation
revealed that, in spite of her mourning garb, she was in search of a
daughter of joy. After this several men had followed Dorinda on
different occasions. "Do I look like that kind?" she had asked herself
bitterly. But in each separate instance, when she glanced round at her
pursuer, he had vanished. In a city where joy may be had for a price,
there are few who turn and follow the footsteps of tragedy. Yes, she
could take care of herself. Poverty might prove to be a match for her
strength, but as far as men were concerned, she decided that she had
taken their measure and was no longer afraid of them.
A surface car clanged threateningly in her ears, and stepping back on
the corner, she looked uncertainly over the block in front of her. While
she hesitated there, a man who had passed turned and stared at her,
arrested by the fresh colour in the face under the old felt hat. Her
cheeks were thinner; there were violet half-moons under her eyes; but
her eyes appeared by contrast larger and more radiantly blue. The
suffering of the last two weeks, fatigue, hunger, and unhappiness had
refined her features and imparted a luminous delicacy to her skin.
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