Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
Suddenly, while she struggled over the letters, the music floated toward
her from the cool twilight of the distance. This was not music, she
thought in surprise, but the sound of a storm coming up through the tall
pines at Old Farm. She had heard this singing melody a thousand times,
on autumn afternoons, in the woods. Then, as it drew nearer, the harmony
changed from sound into sensation; and from pure sensation, rippling in
wave after wave like a river, it was merged and lost in her
consciousness.
In the beginning, while she sat there, rapt in startled apprehension,
she thought of innumerable things she had forgotten; detached incidents,
impressions which glittered sharply, edged with light, against the
mosaic of her recollections. Mellow sunshine, sparkling like new cider,
streamed over her. Music, which she had imagined to be sound only, was
changing into colour. She saw it first in delicate green and amber; then
in violent clashes of red and purple; but she saw it always as vividly
as if it reached her brain through her eyes. She thought first of the
evening sky over the bulrushes; of the grass after rain in the pasture;
of the pear trees breaking with the dawn from palest green into white.
Then the colours changed, and she remembered sunsets over the
broomsedge. The glow cast upward from the earth as if the wild grass
were burning. The bough of a black-gum tree emblazoned in scarlet on the
blue sky. The purple mist of autumn twilight, like the bloom on a grape.
The road home through the abandoned fields. The solitary star in a sky
which was stained the colour of ripe fruit. The white farm-house. The
shingled roof like a hood. Swallows flying. Swallows everywhere, a world
of swallows spinning like curved blades in the afterglow.
With the flight of wings, ecstasy quivered over her, while sound and
colour were transformed into rhythms of feeling. Pure sensation held and
tortured her. She felt the music playing on her nerves as the wind plays
on a harp; she felt it shatter her nerves like broken string, and sweep
on crashing, ploughing through the labyrinth of her soul. Down there, in
the deep below the depths of her being, she felt it tearing her vitals.
Down there, in the buried jungle, where her thoughts had never
penetrated, she felt it destroying the hidden roots of her life. In this
darkness there was no colour; there was no glimmer of twilight; there
was only the maze of inarticulate agony. . . .
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