Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
"I am glad you are going into the dairy business," he proceeded. "I
always said this country would do for dairy farming, though it takes
more money, of course, to start a dairy farm than it does just to plant
crops. The cows ain't all of it, you know. You ought to raise your own
hay and the corn you need for silage. Borrow money, too, if you haven't
got it, to drain and tile your fields. It will pay you back in the long
run, for I doubt if you will get any good clover until you put ditches
in your land. All that takes money, of course," he continued, with
depressing accuracy, "but it is the only way to make anything out of a
farm. Father says there ain't but one way to learn to do anything, and
that's the right way."
"I know," Dorinda assented. Her tone was confident, but it seemed to her
while she spoke that she was being buried under the impoverished acres
of Old Farm.
"And there's machinery," he added. "Father borrowed money after the war
to buy new machinery. When he came home after Appomattox, all the farm
implements were either lost or good for nothing. He went in debt and
bought the newest inventions, and that was the beginning of his success.
The legacy from Uncle Mitchell came after he was well started, and he
always says he could have got on without it, though perhaps not on so
large a scale."
"Well, I'll borrow," said Dorinda defiantly. "We've always been afraid
of debt; but I've already borrowed two thousand dollars, and if I need
more, I'll try to get it. Nathan is going to pick up whatever machinery
he can at auction. That will be less than half the actual cost, he
says."
He was looking at her now with keen, impersonal admiration. Just as if
she had been a man, she thought, with a glow of triumph. Though the
sensation was without the excitement of sex vanity, she found that it
was quite as gratifying, and, she suspected, more durable. Already he
had forgotten the momentary physical appeal she had made to him in the
beginning; and she felt that his respect for her was based upon what he
believed to be her character. "It isn't what I am really that matters,"
she thought. "It is just the impression I make on his mind or senses.
Men are all like that, I suppose. They don't know you. They don't even
wish to know you. They are interested in nothing on earth but their own
reactions." And she remembered suddenly that Jason had once generalized
like this about women, and that she was merely copying what he had said.
How stupid generalizations were, and how deceptive!
"I hope you'll make a success of it," Bob said. "I like women who take
hold of things and aren't afraid of work when they have to do it. That's
the right spirit." A moody frown contracted his fore head, and she knew
that he was thinking of his wife, though he added after a moment's
hesitation, "Look at my sister now. She's as young as you are and she
lies round all day like an old woman."
"Perhaps it's her health," Dorinda suggested, moving away.
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