Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
A few hours afterwards, while she walked slowly up the aisle in church,
she felt rather than saw that the congregation, forgetting to stand up
to sing, sat motionless and stared at her from the pews. For the first
time in her life she tasted the intoxicating flavour of power. On the
farm, success was translated into well-tilled acres or golden pounds of
butter; but here, with these astonished eyes on her, she discovered that
it contained a quality more satisfying than any material fact. What it
measured was the difference between the past which Jason had ruined and
the present which she had triumphantly built on the ruins he had left.
In spite of everything that had happened, in spite of his betrayal of
her faith and the black despair that had wiped love out of her heart,
she, not he, was to-day the victor over life!
As she marched up the aisle, in her handsome, commonplace clothes, she
might have been a contented rustic beauty whose first youth was slowly
slipping away. A warm flush dyed her cheeks; her eyes were like blue
stars beneath the projecting shadow of her eyebrows; she carried the
willow plume high above the dusky cloud of her hair; and the luxurious
swish-swish of her satin skirt was as loud as the sound of wind in the
grass. Not until she reached the pew where she used to sit between her
father and mother, did she drop her eyes to the level of the
congregation and discover that Jason was sitting with the Ellgoods under
the high west window. She had not seen him face to face since the
afternoon of her father's funeral, more than ten years ago, and he
looked ages older, she thought, than she had remembered him. His skin
had lost the clear red-brown of health and acquired a leathery texture.
Though his hair was still red, there was a rusty edge where the light
fell on it. His moustache, which was too long, drooped in bedraggled
ends over his chin, as if he had fallen into the habit of chewing
tobacco--he who had always been so fastidious! He was dressed neatly
enough in his Sunday clothes; but sitting there in the broad band of
sunlight, he reminded Dorinda of a tree when the sap has dried, with the
brittle ashen brown leaves still clinging to the boughs. Even his hands,
which shook a little as they held the hymn book open in front of his
wife, were the hands of a man whose grasp had slackened. He was not yet
forty, but life had already used him up and flung him aside.
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