Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
Rising from her chair, she stood waiting for Nathan to finish the
discussion. It was agreed, she understood vaguely, that Jason should
leave the farm the first day of October, and that Nathan should take over
the better part of the furniture. "I'll be glad to get rid of it," Jason
remarked agreeably enough, "and I hope that you will make more out of the
farm than I ever did. All I can say that it ruined me. If I had been
hard-hearted about it instead of soft, I'd be a different man from the
one I am to-day."
"Yes, you weren't cut out for a farmer," Nathan rejoined mildly, and he
added with one of his untimely jests, "Now, is you'd been as thrifty as
my wife, you'd have found a way to make two leaves of alfalfa grow where
there wasn't even one blade of grass before."
At this, for the first time, Jason looked at her attentively, and she
knew from his gaze that his interest in her was as casual as his
interest in Nathan. With his look, she felt that the part of her that
was sex withered and died; but something more ancient than sex came to
her rescue, and this was the instinct of self-preservation which had
made her resolve in her youth that no man should spoil her rife. In the
matter of sex, he had won; matched merely as human beings, as man to
man, she knew that she was the stronger. Though she did not realize its
significance, the moment was a crisis in her experience; for when it had
passed she had discarded for ever the allurements of youth. She felt
securely middle-aged, but it was the middle age of triumphant
independence.
Jason's glance had wandered from her to Nathan, and she detected the
flicker of ridicule in his smile. Anger seized her at the suspicion that
he was mocking them, and with the anger a passionate loyalty to Nathan
welled up in her heart. She saw Nathan as clearly as Jason saw him, but
she saw also something fine and magnanimous in his character which Jason
could never see because he was blind to nobility. "I don't care," she
thought indignantly, "he is worth twenty of Jason." Obeying a protective
impulse, she moved nearer to her husband and laid her hand on his arm.
It was the second time that afternoon that she had drawn closer to him
of her own accord.
"Well, I reckon we'd better be starting home," Nathan said, as he held
out his hand in simple good will. "I hope you'll make out all right
where you're going."
"All I ask is a quiet life," Jason repeated. Then, as they were leaving
the room, his eyes roved back to Lena and clung to her face as if he
hated to see the last of her. "Take good care of that daughter of
yours," he advised. "She's the prettiest girl I ever saw in my life."
"Well, she ain't bad-looking," Nathan retorted with spirit, "but she
can't hold a candle to the way her mother and Dorinda looked when they
were her age."
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