Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
Turning slowly, she moved down the walk to the gate, where, far up the
road, she could see the white fire of the life-everlasting. The storm
and the hag-ridden dreams of the night were over, and the land which she
had forgotten was waiting to take her back to its heart. Endurance.
Fortitude. The spirit of the land was flowing into her, and her own
spirit, strengthened and refreshed, was flowing out again toward life.
This was the permanent self, she knew. This was what remained to her
after the years had taken their bloom. She would find happiness again.
Not the happiness for which she had once longed, but the serenity of
mind which is above the conflict of frustrated desires. Old regrets
might awaken again, but as the years went on, they would come rarely and
they would grow weaker. "Put your heart in the land," old Matthew had
said to her. "The land is the only thing that will stay by you." Yes,
the land would stay by her. Her eyes wandered from far horizon to
horizon. Again she felt the quickening of that sympathy which was deeper
than all other emotions of her heart, which love had overcome only for
an hour and life had been powerless to conquer in the end, the living
communion with the earth under her feet. While the soil endured, while
the seasons bloomed and dropped, while the ancient, beneficent ritual of
sowing and reaping moved in the fields, she knew that she could never
despair of contentment.
Strange, how her courage had revived with the sun! She saw now, as she
had seen in the night, that life is never what one dreamed, that it is
seldom what one desired; yet for the vital spirit and the eager mind,
the future will always hold the search for buried treasure and the
possibilities of high adventure. Though in a measure destiny had
defeated her, for it had given her none of the gifts she had asked of
it, still her failure was one of those defeats, she realized, which are
victories. At middle age, she faced the future without romantic glamour,
but she faced it with integrity of vision. The best of life, she told
herself with clear-eyed wisdom, was ahead of her. She saw other autumns
like this one, hazy, bountiful in harvests, mellowing through the blue
sheen of air into the red afterglow of winter; she saw the coral-tinted
buds of the spring opening into the profusion of summer; and she saw the
rim of the harvest moon shining orange-yellow through the boughs of the
harp-shaped pine. Though she remembered the time when loveliness was
like a sword in her heart, she knew now that where beauty exists the
understanding soul can never remain desolate.
A call came from the house, and turning at the gate, she went back to
meet John Abner, who was limping toward her over the dead leaves in the
walk. His long black shadow ran ahead of him, and while he approached
her, he looked as if he were pursuing some transparent image of himself.
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