Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
In May and June, for a brief season between winter desolation and summer
drought, the starved land flushed into loveliness. Honey-coloured
sunlight. The notes of a hundred birds. A roving sweetness of wild grape
in the air. To Dorinda, whose happiness had come so suddenly that her
imagination was still spinning from the surprise of it, the flowerlike
blue of the sky, the songs of birds, and the elusive scent of the wild
grape, all seemed to be a part of that rich inner world, with its
passionate expectancy and its sense of life burning upward.
They were to be married in the autumn. Even now, when she repeated the
words, they sounded so unreal that she could scarcely believe them; but
her prudent Scotch mind, which still distrusted ecstasy, had ceased long
ago to distrust Jason's love. The thing she wanted had come, at last,
and it had come, she realized, after she had deliberately turned her
back upon it. She had found happiness, not by seeking it, but by running
away from it. For two weeks she had persisted in her resolution; she had
drawn desperately upon the tough fibre of inherited strength. For two
weeks she had avoided Jason when it was possible, and in avoiding him,
she could not fail to perceive, she had won him. To her direct,
forward-springing nature there was a shock in the discovery that, where
the matter is one of love, honesty is at best a questionable policy. Was
truth, after all, in spite of the exhortations of preachers, a weaker
power than duplicity? Would evasion win in life where frankness would
fail? Then, as passion burned through her like the sunrise, doubt was
extinguished. Since her heart told her that he was securely hers, what
did it matter to her how she had won him?
For the first time in her life she had ceased longing, ceased striving.
She was as satisfied as Almira to drift with the days toward some
definite haven of the future. Detached, passive, still as a golden lily
in a lily-pond, she surrendered herself to the light and the softness.
Her soul was asleep, and beyond this inner stillness, men and women were
as impersonal as trees walking. There was no vividness, no reality even,
except in this shining place where her mind brooded with folded leaves.
She was no longer afraid of life. The shadows of her great-aunts,
Dorinda and Abigail, were as harmless as witches that have been robbed
of their terror.
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