Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
"Well, I'll help you," she responded cheerfully. "After we are married,
everything will be different. I am not afraid of Five Oaks or of
anything else as long as I have you."
He was gazing over her head into the bleached distance, and she felt the
tightened pressure of his arms about her. "I'd be all right here, even
at Five Oaks, if you were with me," he answered. "You put something in
me that I need. I don't know what it is--fibre, I suppose, the courage
of living." Suddenly his eyes left the landscape and looked down into
hers. "What I ought to do," he added impulsively, "is to marry you
to-day. We could get the last train to Washington, and be married
to-morrow morning before any one knew of it. Would you come if I asked
you?"
Her look did not waver. "I'll go anywhere that you ask me to. I'll do
anything that will help you," she answered. Her body straightened as if
its soft curves were moulded by the vein of iron in her soul.
But his impulse had spent its force in an imaginary flight. "That's what
I'd like to do," he said slowly, while his rosy visions were obliterated
by the first impact with reality. "But there are so many damned things
to consider. There are always so many damned things to consider. First
of all there's the money. I haven't got enough to take us away and keep
us a week. After Father stopped helping me, I started out on my own hook
in New York, and I was just making enough from the hospital to give me a
living. I didn't put by a cent, and, of course, since I've been here
I've made nothing. Down here the doctor gets paid after the undertaker,
or not at all."
"I've got fifty dollars put away," she returned crisply, determined not
to be discouraged. "And I don't need money. I've never had any." (How
foolish she had been to buy the blue dress when clothes made so little
difference!) "After we're married, I can keep on in the store just the
same."
He laughed. "Ten dollars a month will hardly keep the fox from the
henhouse."
Bending his head he began to kiss her in quick light kisses; then, as
his ardour increased, in deeper and longer ones; and at last with a
hungry violence. Though her love was the only thing that was vivid to
her, she had even now, while she felt his arms about her and his lips
seeking hers, the old haunting sense of impermanence, as if the moment,
like the perfect hour of the afternoon, were too bright to endure.
However much she loved him, she could not sink the whole of herself into
emotion; something was left over, and this something watched as a
spectator. Ecstasy streamed through her with the swiftness of light; yet
she never lost completely the feeling that at any instant the glory
might vanish and she might drop back again into the dull grey of
existence.
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