Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
Unless one is gifted with exceptional nerves, that time of suspense
before action is very trying. To compare great things with small, I
heard one of the best and bravest of all who went up to the Redan,
confess, the other day, that he never felt so uncomfortable as during
those long minutes when the men stood in their ranks waiting for the
last orders, and that it was an unspeakable relief when the word was
given for the stormers to advance.
Lord Clydesdale evidently liked his position less and less every moment.
"Cursedly cold, isn't it?" he muttered, at last, and in truth his teeth
were chattering audibly.
"Pocket-pistols are not interdicted, if other fire-arms are," Wyverne
whispered, good-humouredly. "Take a pull at mine, and wrap my plaid
round you; I really don't want it, I'm better clothed for this work than
you are, I fancy; I've been at it before."
The Earl took the plaid, and half drained the flask without a word of
thanks; he was still brooding sulkily over the rebuff he fancied he had
met with before starting; besides this, the world had spoilt him so
long, that self-sacrifice on the part of his fellow-men for the
convenience of Lord Clydesdale, seemed to him the most natural condition
of things imaginable; he accepted such tributes affably or morosely,
according to his humour, but invariably as his proper due.
Alan interpreted his companion's feelings pretty correctly, and smiled
contemptuously to himself in the darkness.
"You amiable aristocrat!" he muttered between his teeth; "if it were not
for vexing Aunt Mildred, and for my promise to her, would I _not_ let
you look out for yourself this cold morning? I wonder if a thoroughly
good thrashing would improve your temper; it were a good deed to allow
the experiment to be tried. I do believe the most inveterate ruffian we
shall meet, has more natural courtesy than has fallen to your share."
But the momentary bitterness soon passed away. Alan--as is the wont of
his kind--never felt so benevolent towards mankind in general as when
the moment of danger approached, which was to bring him into conflict
with certain units of the species. Surely that perfect physical
fearlessness is an enviable, if not a very ennobling qualification; it
enables you to charge a big fence or a big adversary, with comparative
comfort to yourself; in neither case, unfortunately, will it ensure you
against a bad fall; but unless quite disabled, you rise up and go on
again, as cheerfully as Antæus, and are at all events spared any pains
of anticipation. An interval of silence which seemed very long, ensued.
Suddenly Wyverne laid a firm, steady grasp on Lord Clydesdale's arm.
"Take off that plaid," he said, in the lowest and quietest of whispers;
"you'll be warm enough in five minutes. They are in the next stubble
now."
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