Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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"The blow was cruelly meant, and craftily dealt," he said, "but they
shall not part us yet, if you are brave enough to believe me thoroughly
and implicitly, this once. I will never ask you to do so again. Yes, the
facts are true--don't draw your hand back--I would not hold it another
second if I could not say the inferences are as false as the Father of
lies could make them. A dozen words answer all the questions. I was with
Nina Lenox, in the Gardens; and yesterday afternoon I staid in town on
_her_ business, not on my own. There is the truth. The lie is--the
insinuation that I had any other interest at stake than serving a rash
unhappy woman in her hard need. That unfortunate is doomed to be fatal,
it seems, even to her friends--she has right few left now to ruin.
Darling, try to believe that neither she nor the world have ever had the
right to call _me_ by any other name."
Mrs. Rawson Lenox was one of the celebrities of that time. Her face and
figure carried all before them, when she first came out; and even in the
first season they set her up as a sort of standard of beauty with which
others could only be compared in degrees of inferiority. She married
early and very unhappily. Her husband was a coarse, rough-tempered man,
and tried from the first to tyrannize over his wayward impetuous
wife--who had been spoilt from childhood upwards--just as he was wont to
do over the tenants of his broad acres, and his countless dependents. Of
course it did not answer. Years had passed since then, each one giving
more excuse to Nina Lenox for her wild ways and reckless disregard of
the proprieties; but--not excuse enough. Men fell in love with her
perpetually; but they did not come scathless out of the fire, like the
admirers of Maud Brabazon. The taint and smirch of the furnace-blast
remained; well if there were not angry scars, too, rankling and refusing
to be healed. Mothers and mothers-in-law shook their heads ominously at
the mention of Nina's name; the first, tracing the ruin of their
son--moral or financial--the last, the domestic discomfort of her
daughter, to those fatal lansquenet-parties and still more perilous
morning _tête-à-têtes_.
Was it not hard to believe that a man, still short of his prime, and
notoriously epicurean in his philosophy, could be in the secret of the
sorceress without having drunk of her cup? That he could serve her as a
friend, in sincerity and innocence, without ever having descended to be
her accomplice? Yet this amount of faith or credulity--call it which you
will--Wyverne did not scruple to ask from Helen, then.
It may not be denied that her heart seemed to contract, for an instant,
painfully, when her lover's lips pronounced so familiarly that terrible
name. But it shook off distrust before it could fasten there. She rose
up, with her hand in Alan's, and nestled close to his breast, and looked
up earnestly and lovingly into his eyes.
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