Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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"I'm so glad you showed me that pleasant letter, Aunt Mildred," he said.
"My mind is quite easy now as to the sex of the informer. No woman, I
dare swear, to whom I ever spoke words of more than common courtesy
could have written such words as those. Perhaps I may find out his name
some day, and thank him for the trouble he has taken."
Lady Mildred did not feel exactly comfortable just then. She would have
preferred the whole transaction being now left in as much obscurity as
possible. She knew how determined and obstinate the speaker could be
when he had real cause to be unforgiving. She knew that he was capable
of exacting the reckoning to the uttermost farthing, though the
settlement was ever so long delayed. On the whole, however, she was
satisfied with the aspect of affairs as they remained. She had good
reason to be so. Doubt and distrust may scorn to vanish; but they
generally leave behind them a slow, subtle, poisonous influence, that
the purest and strongest faith may not defy. Of all diseases, those are
the most dangerous, which linger in the system when the cure is
pronounced to be perfect.
I knew a man well who passed through the Crimean war untouched by steel
or shot, though he was ever in the front of the battle. Even the
terrible trench-work did not seem to affect him. He would come in, wet
but not weary, sleep in his damp tent contentedly, and rise up in his
might rejoicing. When, quite at the end of the war, he was attacked by
the fever, no one felt any serious alarm. We supposed that Kenneth
McAlpine could shake off any ordinary sickness as easily as Sampson did
the Philistine's gyves. In truth, he did appear to recover very
speedily; and, when he returned to England, seemed in his usual health
again. But soon he began to waste and pine away without any symptoms of
active disease. None of the doctors could reach the seat of the evil, or
even define its cause. It took some time to sap that colossal strength
fairly away; but month by month the doom came out more plainly on his
face, and the end has come at last. Poor Kenneth's grave will be as
green as the rest of them, next spring, when the grass begins to grow.
Standing by the sepulchre of Faith, or Love, or Hope--if we dared look
back--we might find it hard to remember when and where the first seeds
of decay were sown, though we do not forget one pang of the last
miserable days that preceded the sharp death-agony.
CHAPTER XIV.
THE LETTERS OF BELLEROPHON.
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