Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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"My lady was exceedingly unwell, and confined to her room. Miss Vavasour
was somewhere in the Pleasance, but she wished to be sent for as soon as
Sir Alan arrived." He had written the night before, to say he was
coming.
Wyverne walked on into the library without another word. For the moment
he felt stupid and helpless, like a man just waking after an overdose of
narcotics. He sat down, and began turning the letter over and over as if
he were trying to guess at its contents. From its thickness it was
evidently a long one--two or three note-sheets at least. A very few
minutes, however, brought back his self-composure entirely, and he knew
what he had to do. It was clear the letter could not be burnt unopened,
this time. He drew his breath hard once, and set his teeth savagely;
then he tore the envelope and began to read deliberately.
Alan once said, when he happened to be discussing feminine ethics--"I
can conceive women affecting one with any amount of pain or pleasure;
but I don't think anything they could do would ever _surprise_ me." Rash
words those--perhaps they deserved confutation; at any rate the speaker
was thoroughly astounded now. He knew that no look or syllable had ever
passed between himself and Nina Lenox that could be tortured into
serious love-making; yet this letter of hers was precisely such as might
have been written by a passionate, sinful woman, to the man for whom she
had sacrificed enough to make her desertion almost a second crime. There
was nothing of romance in it--nothing that the most indulgent judge
could construe into Platonic affection--it was miserably _practical_
from end to end. No woman alive, reading such words addressed to her
husband or her lover, could have doubted, for a second, what his
relations with the writer had been, even if they were ended now.
Griselda herself would have risen in revolt. It is needless to give even
the heads of that delectable epistle. Mrs. Lenox acknowledged that she
wrote in despite of Alan's repeated prohibition; but--_c'était plus fort
qu'elle_, and all the rest of it. One point she especially insisted on.
However _he_ might scorn her, surely he would not give _others_ the
right to do so? He would burn the letter, she knew he would, without
speaking of it, far less showing it to any human being; she suffered
enough, without having her miserable weakness betrayed for the amusement
of Miss Vavasour.
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