Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
"Do forgive me; I did not mean to be harsh. You only gave your message,
I know; but it was like a stab to hear your lips utter it. Child, look
up at me, and listen. I need not tell you I am speaking God's truth--you
feel it. You know what I have done to stop these accursed letters. I
believe the writer to be mad; but that will not help us. I think I would
stand by and see her burned at the stake, as better women have been
before her, if by that sacrifice I could keep your love. But--if I knew,
that by this one act I could make you my very own, so that nothing but
the grave could part us--I would not show you a line of her letter. It
may be, that there are higher duties which justify the betrayal of an
unhappy woman, when her very confidence is a sin. I dare say I am wrong
in my notions of honour, as well as in other things; but, such as they
are, I'll stand by them to the death, and--to what I think must be
harder to bear than death. I don't hesitate, because I have no choice. I
know that I am casting, this moment, my life's happiness away:
Helen--see--my hand does not tremble."
He tossed the letter as he spoke into the wood fire blazing beside them;
it dropped between two red logs, and, just flashing up for a second,
mingled with the heap of ashes.
Now, Wyverne's conduct will appear to many absurdly Quixotic, and some
will think it deserves a harsher name than folly. I decline to argue
either point. It seems to me--when one states fairly at the beginning of
a story, "that it has no Hero"--the writer is by no means called upon to
identify himself with the sentiments of his principal character, much
less to defend them. I have not intended to hold up Alan Wyverne either
as a model or a warning. He stands there for what he is worth--a man not
particularly wise or virtuous or immaculate, but frank and affectionate
by nature, with firmness enough to enable him to act consistently
according to the light given him. Whether that light was a false one or
no, is a question that each particular reader may settle _à son gré_.
Purely on the grounds of probability, I would suggest that others have
sacrificed quite as much for scruples quite as visionary. Putting aside
the legions of lives that have been thrown away on doubtful points of
social professional honour, have not staid and grave men submitted to
the extremes of penury, peril, and persecution, because they would not
give up some favourite theory involving no question of moral right or
wrong? The _Peine forte et dure_ could scarcely have been an agreeable
process; yet a Jesuit chose to endure it, and died under the iron press,
rather than plead before what he held to be an incompetent tribunal. You
constantly say of such cases, "One can't help respecting the man, to a
certain extent." Now, I don't ask you to respect Alan Wyverne: it is
enough, if you admit that his folly was not without parallels.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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