Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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At last he spoke, you may guess how gently and considerately, yet
keeping nothing back, and not disguising the reasons for his departure.
He had felt sure all along, that Helen would be bitterly grieved at his
determination, and would strive to oppose it; but he was not prepared
for the passionate outbreak which ensued.
The Countess's cheek had changed backwards and forwards, from rose-red
to pale, a dozen times while her cousin was speaking, and on the
beautiful brow there were signs, that a child might have read, of a
coming storm; but she did not interrupt him till he had quite said his
say; then she started to her feet; a sudden movement--swift and lithe,
and graceful as a Bayadere's spring--brought her close to Alan's chair;
she was kneeling at his side, with her slender hands locked round his
arm, gazing up in his face, before he could remonstrate by gesture or
word.
"You shall not go. I don't care what they say--friends or enemies--you
shall not go. Alan, I will do anything, and suffer anything, and go
anywhere; but I will not lose _you_. With all your courage, will you
fail me when I am ready to brave them? You cannot mean to be so cruel.
Ah, say--say you will stay with me."
Alas! if her speech was rash, her eyes were rasher still; never, in the
days when to love was no sin, had they spoken half so plainly.
Wyverne's breath came thick and fast, for his heart contracted
painfully, as if an iron hand had grasped it. It was all over with
self-delusion now; the flimsy web vanished before the fatal eloquence of
that glance, as a gauze veil shrivels before a strong straight jet of
flame.
Now--though this pen of mine has done scant justice to Helen's
marvellous fascinations--let any man, in the prime of life, endowed with
average passions and not exceptional principle, place himself in Alan's
position, and try to appreciate its peril. Truly, I think, it would be
hard measure, if human nature were called upon twice in a lifetime, to
surmount such a temptation, and survive it. Yet he only hesitated while
that choking sensation lasted. He raised Helen from where she knelt, and
replaced her on the seat she had left, with an exertion of strength,
subdued and gentle, but perfectly irresistible; when he spoke, his voice
sounded unnaturally stern and cold.
"If I had doubted at all about my absence being right and necessary, I
should not doubt now. Child--you are not fit to be trusted. How dare you
speak, at your age and in your station, of setting society at defiance,
and trampling on conventionalities? You have duties to perform, and a
great name to guard; have you forgotten all this, Countess Helen?"
On the last words, there was certainly an inflexion of sarcasm. The
bitter pain gnawing at his heart, made him for the moment selfish and
cruel. Perhaps it was as well; the hardness of his tone roused her
pride, so that she could answer with comparative calmness.
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