Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Dissimulation is sometimes braver than sincerity. Perhaps Alan got large
credit in heaven for the brave effort by which he forced himself to
speak half hopefully, and to put on that sad shadow of a smile.
In a book of this length, one can only record the salient points of
conversations and situations; your imaginations must fill up the
intervals, reader of mine, if you think it worth the trouble to exercise
it. It is enough to say, that gentle steadfastness of purpose carried
the day, as it generally does, against passionate recklessness, and
Helen perforce became reasonable at last. Though the cousins talked long
and earnestly after this, the rest of the interview would hardly keep
your interest awake. Such farewells, if they are correctly set down,
savour drearily of vain repetitions, and are apt to be strangely
incoherent towards their close.
"If you are in any great trouble or difficulty, promise me that you will
send for Gracie; she will help you, I know, fearlessly and faithfully,
to the utmost of her power."
That was almost the very last of Wyverne's injunctions and warnings. If
at the moment of parting his lips met Helen's, instead of only touching
her forehead, as he intended, I hope it was not imputed to him as a
deadly sin; the sharp suffering of those few hours might well plead in
extenuation; and, be sure, He who "judges not after man's judgment,"
weighs _everything_ when he poises the scale.
I never felt inclined to make a "hero" of Alan till now. I begin to
think that he almost deserves the dignity. You must recollect that he
was not an ascetic, nor an eminent Christian, nor even a rigid moralist,
but a man essentially "of the world, worldly." If the Tempter had
selected as his instrument any other woman of equal or inferior
fascinations, I very much doubt if Wyverne's constancy and continence
would have emerged scatheless from the ordeal. But here, it was a
question of honour rather than of virtue. When his second intimacy with
Helen began to be a confirmed fact, he had signed a sort of special
compact with himself, and he found that it would be as foul treachery to
break it, as to make away with money left in his charge, or to forfeit
his plighted word. I do not say that this made his conduct more
admirable; I simply define his motives.
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