Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
Naturally the scandal mongers began to open--first their eyes, and then
their mouths again. Every morning brought some fresh story, generally
founded, at least, in fact, with Lady Clydesdale for its heroine. They
made wild work with her name before long, but so far no one could attach
to it the shame of any one definite _liaison_. A circle of courtiers
followed her wherever she went, but no one of these--jealously as they
watched for the faintest indication of a decided preference--could have
told who stood first in the favour of their wilful, capricious
sovereign. Sometimes one would flatter himself, for a moment, that he
really had gained ground, and made an abiding impression; but, before he
could realize his happiness, the weary, absent look would return to the
beautiful eyes, and the unhappy adorer had only to fall back to the dead
level of his fellows, in wrath and discomfiture.
No one the least interested in Helen could see how things were going
without serious alarm. Lady Mildred, Max Vavasour, and Maud Brabazon,
each in their turn, attempted remonstrance. The Countess met her
mother's warning apathetically, her brother's contemptuously, her
friend's affectionately--with perfect impartiality disregarding them
all.
It is more than doubtful if Clydesdale could have done any good by
interfering. He certainly did not try the experiment. From first to last
he never stretched out a finger to arrest his fair wife on her road to
Avernus. He allowed her to go where she would--very often alone--only,
indeed, escorting her when it suited his own plans or purposes. Whether
he was base enough to be actually careless about her temptations, or
whether he resolutely shut his eyes to the possibility of her coming to
harm, it would be hard to say. Nevertheless, from time to time, Helen
had to endure furious outbreaks of his temper; and with each of these,
that strange thrill of physical fear grew stronger and stronger. But
jealousy had nothing whatever to do with rousing the storms, which
usually burst forth on some absurdly frivolous provocation. The fact
was, when the Earl was sulky or wroth, he chose to vent his brutal
humour on the victim nearest to his hand that was likely to feel the
blows most acutely. He saw that such scenes _hurt_ his wife in some way,
though he did not guess at her real feelings; and it pleased him to
think that there was a vulnerable point in her armour of pride and
indifference. He would have rejoiced yet more if he had detected the
effort which it cost her sometimes--not to tremble while she vanquished
his savage eyes with the cold disdain of her own.
The domestic picture is not pleasant enough to tempt us to linger over
it. Perhaps, after all, it would have been better--it could scarcely
have been worse--if Alan had staid on, and braved it out; but this is
only arguing from consequences.
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