Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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A groan of horror and wrath burst from Wyverne's white lips, and he
shook from head to foot like a reed. A few minutes of such intense
suffering might atone for more than one venial sin. He knew well enough
what Helen meant as her eyes looked over the bay, and rested with a
feverish longing and eagerness on the spot where the _Odalisque_ lay at
anchor, the tall taper masts cutting the sky line. He knew that he had
only to speak the word, and that she would follow to the world's end. He
knew that her health was failing under tyranny and ill treatment; while
gentle nursing--such as he could tend her with--might still arrest the
Destroyer. He knew how much excuse even society would find in this
special case for the criminals. No wonder that he hesitated, muttering
under his breath--
"God help me! It is trying me _too_ hard."
There was silence only for a few seconds. During that brief space Alan's
brain was whirling, but the images on his mind were clear. He remembered
how he swore to himself to guard Helen from harm or temptation,
faithfully and unselfishly; he thought of the End--possibly very
near--and of the dishonour that would cling to his darling even in her
grave; last of all rose Hubert Vavasour's face, when he should hear that
the man whom he loved as his own son had brought his daughter to shame.
That turned the scale, and it never wavered afterwards. When Wyverne
spoke his voice was firm, though intensely sad.
"It is too late to wish that the fever or the lion had not spared me. If
I had guessed what my return would cost I would have stayed away till we
both grew old. I did hope that we had grown steadier and wiser, and that
people would have left us alone, and allowed us to be quietly happy. But
I did not go through the pain of parting three years ago, to come back
and ruin all. I stood firm then, and so I will--to the last. You will
never call me cold or cruel; I feel that. You know how I suffer now
while I am speaking; yet I say once more, we are better apart. Dear
child, I am powerless to help you, unless it were in a way that I dare
not think of. But you shall not be left to Clydesdale's tender mercies
defenceless. I'll speak to Randolph to-day. He starts for England
immediately, and he shall not lose sight of you till you reach it. He
knows enough of your husband not to be surprised at being asked to watch
over you. You may trust him as thoroughly as you could trust me. His
heart is as soft as a woman's, and his nerves are steel: I have seen
them tried often and hardly. Write to Dene, and go there straight from
Dover. Clydesdale will have come to his senses before that, and will
scarcely object. Remember, I shall follow by the next steamer, and not
sleep on the road; so that I shall be in England almost before you. Then
we will see what is best to be done. I swear that you shall have rest
and peace at any cost. This worry is killing you. Darling, do bear up
bravely, just for a little while; and be prudent and take care of
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