Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
When the cutter had pushed off, Wyverne sat down again, burying his face
in his hands, and remained so for some minutes. Suddenly he looked up,
and drew the miniature out of his breast, gazing on it steadfastly and
long, with a love and tenderness that no words can express, and a
happiness so intense that it savoured of triumph. One of the survivors
who chanced to be watching him (unconscious of the catastrophe being so
near) said afterwards that a strange light shone out Alan's face during
those few seconds--a light that came neither from moon nor fire, but as
it were from _within_--a light, perchance, such as saints may, one day,
see on the faces of angels.
"Helen--darling Helen," he murmured, "I always thought and hoped and
prayed that I had acted rightly; but I never knew it till now."
He pressed the picture to his lips, and kissed it twice or thrice
fervently. Let us hope that in that impulse there mingled nothing of
sinful passion; for it was the last of Alan Wyverne's life.
In a moment there came an awful smothered roar--a crash of rending
timbers and riven metal--all the fore-part of the vessel seemed to melt
away, scattered over air and water in a torrent of smoke and flame; the
after-part shook convulsively through every joint and seam, and then,
with one headlong plunge, went down, like a wounded whale "sounding."
Some half-dozen strong swimmers emerged alive from the horrible vortex,
and all these were saved. Brave Jock Ellison, after recovering from the
first stunning shock, never attempted to make for the boats, but swam
hither and thither, till his colossal strength failed him, hoping to
find some trace of his master. But Alan Wyverne never rose again, and
never will--till the sea shall give up her dead.
And now my tale is told.
I have attempted to sketch, roughly what befel a man very weak
and erring--who was often sorely tried--who acted ever up to the
light that was given him, at the cost of bitter self-denial and
self-sacrifice--who, nevertheless, in this life, failed to reap the
tithe of his reward.
Alan Wyverne was strong, up to a certain point; but he had not faith
enough to make him feel always sure that he had done right, in defiance
of appearances; nor principle enough to keep him from repining at
results. He could neither comfort himself nor others, thoroughly. He was
a chivalrous true-hearted man; but a very imperfect Christian. He dared
not openly rebel against the laws of God; but he was too human to
accept, unhesitatingly, the fulfilment of his decrees. Throughout Alan's
life, Honour usurped the place where Religion ought to have reigned
paramount; he shrank from shame when he would perhaps have encountered
sin.
Just see how complete was the earthly retribution.
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