As they walked along side by side, neither spoke till they came close to
the gate; then Conyers halted and said, “Can you think of nothing I can
do for you, or is there nothing you would leave to my charge after you
have gone?”
“No, sir, nothing.” He paused, and then, as if with a struggle, said,
“Except you 'd write one line to my sister Polly, to tell her that I
went away in good heart, that I did n't give in one bit, and that if it
was n't for thinking that maybe I 'd never see her again--” He faltered,
his voice grew thick, he tried to cough down the rising emotion, but
the feeling overcame him, and he burst out into tears. Ashamed at the
weakness he was endeavoring to deny, he sprang through the gate and
disappeared.
Conyers slowly returned to his quarters, very thoughtful and very sad.
CHAPTER XXVII. THE CONVENT ON THE MEUSE
While poor Tom Dill, just entering upon life, went forth in gloom and
disappointment to his first venture, old Peter Barrington, broken by
years and many a sorrow, set out on his journey with a high heart and a
spirit well disposed to see everything in its best light and be pleased
with all around him. Much of this is, doubtless, matter of temperament;
but I suspect, too, that all of us have more in our power in this way
than we practise. Barrington had possibly less merit than his neighbors,
for nature had given him one of those happy dispositions upon which
the passing vexations of life produce scarcely any other effect than
a stimulus to humor, or a tendency to make them the matter of amusing
memory.
He had lived, besides, so long estranged from the world, that life had
for him all the interests of a drama, and he could no more have felt
angry with the obtrusive waiter or the roguish landlord than he would
with their fictitious representatives on the stage. They were, in his
eyes, parts admirably played, and no more; he watched them with a sense
of humorous curiosity, and laughed heartily at successes of which he
was himself the victim. Miss Barrington was no disciple of this school;
rogues to her were simply rogues, and no histrionic sympathies dulled
the vexation they gave her. The world, out of which she had lived so
long, had, to her thinking, far from improved in the mean while. People
were less deferential, less courteous than of old. There was an indecent
haste and bustle about everything, and a selfish disregard of one's
neighbor was the marked feature of all travel. While her brother repaid
himself for many an inconvenience by thinking over some strange caprice,
or some curious inconsistency in human nature,--texts for amusing
afterthought,--she only winced under the infliction, and chafed at every
instance of cheating or impertinence that befell them.
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