“My brother has just had a letter which will call us homeward, Mr.
Conyers,” said Miss Dinah, turning to him, and now using a tone devoid
of all irritation. “Mr. Withering has obtained some information which
may turn out of great consequence in our suit, and he wishes to consult
with my brother upon it.”
“I hope--I sincerely hope--you do not think--” he began, in a low voice.
“I do not think anything to your disadvantage, and I hope I never may,”
replied she, in a whisper low as his own; “but bear in mind, Josephine
is no finished coquette like Polly Dill, nor must she be the mark of
little gallantries, however harmless. Josephine, grandpapa has some news
for you; go to him.”
“Poor Freddy,” whispered the girl in the youth's ear as she passed,
“what a lecture you are in for!” “You mustn't be angry with me if I play
Duenna a little harshly, Mr. Conyers,” said Miss Dinah; “and I am
far more angry with myself than you can be. I never concurred with my
brother that romance reading and a young dragoon for a companion were
the most suitable educational means for a young lady fresh from a
convent, and I have only myself to blame for permitting it.”
Poor Conyers was so overwhelmed that he could say nothing; for though
he might, and with a safe conscience, have answered a direct charge, yet
against a general allegation he was powerless. He could not say that
he was the best possible companion for a young lady, though he felt,
honestly felt, that he was not a bad one. He had never trifled with her
feelings, nor sought to influence her in his favor. Of all flirtation,
such as he would have adventured with Polly Dill, for instance, he was
guiltless. He respected her youth and ignorance of life too deeply to
take advantage of either. He thought, perhaps, how ungenerous it would
have been for a man of the world like himself to entrap the affections
of a young, artless creature, almost a child in her innocence. He was
rather fond of imagining himself “a man of the world,” old soldier, and
what not,--a delusion which somehow very rarely befalls any but very
young men, and of which the experience of life from thirty to forty is
the sovereign remedy. And so overwhelmed and confused and addled was he
with a variety of sensations, he heard very little of what Miss Dinah
said to him, though that worthy lady talked very fluently and very well,
concluding at last with words which awoke Conyers from his half-trance
with a sort of shock. “It is for these reasons, my dear Mr.
Conyers,--reasons whose force and nature you will not dispute,--that I
am forced to do what, were the occasion less important, would be a most
ungenerous task. I mean, I am forced to relinquish all the pleasure that
I had promised ourselves from seeing you our guest at the cottage. If
you but knew the pain I feel to speak these words--”
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