There was a spice of irritation in Conyers's manner as he spoke. He was
very little accustomed to be thwarted in anything, and scarcely knew the
sensation of having a wish opposed, or an obstacle set against him, but
simply because there was a reason for his quitting the place, grew all
the stronger his desire to remain there. He looked around him, and never
before had the foliage seemed so graceful; never had the tints of the
copper-beech blended so harmoniously with the stone-pine and the
larch; never had the eddies of the river laughed more joyously, nor the
blackbirds sung with a more impetuous richness of melody. “And to say
that I must leave all this, just when I feel myself actually clinging
to it. I could spend my whole life here. I glory in this quiet, unbroken
ease; this life, that slips along as waveless as the stream there! Why
should n't I buy it; have it all my own, to come down to whenever I was
sick and weary of the world and its dissipations? The spot is small; it
couldn't be very costly; it would take a mere nothing to maintain. And
to have it all one's own!” There was an actual ecstasy in the thought;
for in that same sense of possession there is a something that resembles
the sense of identity. The little child with his toy, the aged man with
his proud demesne, are tasters of the same pleasure.
“You are to use your own discretion, my dear young gentleman, and
go when it suits you, and not before,” said the doctor, returning
triumphantly, for he felt like a successful envoy. “And now I will leave
you. To-morrow you shall have my answer about Tom.”
Conyers nodded vaguely; for, alas! Tom, and all about him, had
completely lapsed from his memory.
CHAPTER X. BEING “BORED”
It is a high testimony to that order of architecture which we call
castle-building, that no man ever lived in a house so fine he could not
build one more stately still out of his imagination. Nor is it only to
grandeur and splendor this superiority extends, but it can invest lowly
situations and homely places with a charm which, alas! no reality can
rival.
Conyers was a fortunate fellow in a number of ways; he was young,
good-looking, healthy, and rich. Fate had made place for him on the very
sunniest side of the causeway, and, with all that, he was happier on
that day, through the mere play of his fancy, than all his wealth could
have made him. He had fashioned out a life for himself in that cottage,
very charming, and very enjoyable in its way. He would make it such a
spot that it would have resources for him on every hand, and he hugged
himself in the thought of coming down here with a friend, or, perhaps,
two friends, to pass days of that luxurious indolence so fascinating to
those who are, or fancy they are, wearied of life's pomps and vanities.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account