“Never met him; but I believe I knew him better than many who were his
daily intimates: for years my nephew's letters were journals of their
joint lives--they seemed never separate. But you shall read them
yourself. They go back to the time when they both landed at Calcutta,
young and ardent spirits, eager for adventure, and urged by a bold
ambition to win distinction. From that day they were inseparable. They
hunted, travelled, lived together; and so attached had they become to
each other, that George writes in one letter: 'They have offered me an
appointment on the staff, but as this would separate me from Ormsby,
it is not to be thought of.' It was to me George always wrote, for
my brother never liked letter-writing, and thus I was my nephew's
confidante, and intrusted with all his secrets. Nor was there one in
which your father's name did not figure. It was, how Ormsby got him out
of this scrape, or took his duty for him, or made this explanation, or
raised that sum of money, that filled all these. At last--I never knew
why or how--George ceased to write to me, and addressed all his letters
to his father, marked 'Strictly private' too, so that I never saw
what they contained. My brother, I believe, suffered deeply from the
concealment, and there must have been what to him seemed a sufficient
reason for it, or he would never have excluded me from that share in his
confidence I had always possessed. At all events, it led to a sort of
estrangement between us,--the only one of our lives. He would tell me
at intervals that George was on leave; George was at the Hills; he was
expecting his troop; he had been sent here or there; but nothing more,
till one morning, as if unable to bear the burden longer, he said,
'George has made up his mind to leave his regiment and take service
with one of the native princes. It is an arrangement sanctioned by the
Government, but it is one I grieve over and regret greatly.' I asked
eagerly to hear further about this step, but he said he knew nothing
beyond the bare fact. I then said, 'What does his friend Conyers think
of it?' and my brother dryly replied, 'I am not aware that he has been
consulted.' Our own misfortunes were fast closing around us, so that
really we had little time to think of anything but the difficulties that
each day brought forth. George's letters grew rarer and rarer; rumors
of him reached us; stories of his gorgeous mode of living, his princely
state and splendid retinue, of the high favor he enjoyed with the Rajah,
and the influence he wielded over neighboring chiefs; and then we heard,
still only by rumor, that he had married a native princess, who had some
time before been converted to Christianity. The first intimation of the
fact from himself came, when, announcing that he had sent his daughter,
a child of about five years old, to Europe to be educated--” She paused
here, and seemed to have fallen into a revery over the past; when
Conyers suddenly asked,--
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