Short stories, English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
She awoke in the morning obsessed by the baffling sense of an
occurrence she could not recall. Then the memory, the realisation of
her loss flooded in on her--harshly predominant in those first empty
moments as yet unlinked to the distractions of the day. She wept,
uncontrollable tears. "Ronald! Ronald!" she cried in a low voice, her
face buried in the soft pillow. Then she remembered. Her tears were
checked. The details of her dream opened one by one, stirred in her a
curious, subtle fear she felt unworthy of her. The vividness of it woke
an atavistic emotion, the shrinking reaction of primitive humanity from
the influence of those dead to this world. Yet a more recent growth in
her tried to glory in the contact--impelled by an obscure sentiment of
duty. "I do love you, Ronald!" she murmured again to the pillow. "I am
yours alone!" The saying of the words seemed to merge her dream-life
into unison with the actual.
There was much to do in the long, freshly-aerated ward that morning. As
one by one each bed had its sheets turned back, exposing the gashed,
perforated or fractured bodies of men who winced with pain, the crude
other side of war was laid bare. Into strong relief, too, was thrown
the complementary phase of the other side of the vast catastrophe where
the noblest are proudly conscious of the wounds they inflict. With
tender care, the utmost solicitude not to cause one unnecessary pang of
suffering, the khaki-clad doctors, the grey-uniformed, white-coifed and
aproned nurses, laboured to save and heal.
Sister Braithwaite thrust herself utterly into her daily task of
dressing wounds, of soothing pain, of bringing a cheerful smile on to
the face of the sufferer.
So doing, she eluded for quite long periods the obsession which haunted
her.
Number Ten was once more the focus of interest in the ward. His
condition had grown worse during the night. To-day he was in a
dangerous fever. The doctor was grave. Sister Braithwaite watched over
him with unremitting care, found herself passionately fighting off
death. In the early afternoon the crisis passed. He woke from a quiet
sleep, looked up to the Sister standing by his bed.
"You have saved me, Sister," he said in a weak voice. "I could feel
it----"
"Hush, Captain Lavering. Go to sleep. We are all trying to get you
well."
"It was you," he said faintly, as his eyes closed once more.
The silence of the ward was suddenly broken by a merry peal of bells
floating in through the open windows. In the little village church
tucked away in a near-by hollow of the moor a wedding was being
solemnised. Sudden tears, a strange emotion, surged up in Sister
Braithwaite.
A case that had made good progress was removed from the ward, a
newly-arrived, severely-wounded man brought in.
"If only it were Ronald!" The neat, prim figure of the Sister,
supervising the orderlies busy lifting the casualty into the bed, gave
no indication of the desperate agonised prayer.
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