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Bealby lay upon the leaves close up to the prone body of the tramp, and
his mind and his standards became confused. The tramp’s body was a dark
but protecting ridge on one side of him; he could not see the fire
beyond his toes but its flickerings were reflected by the tree stems
about them, and made perplexing sudden movements that at times caught
his attention and made him raise his head to watch them.... Against the
terrors of the night the tramp had become humanity, the species, the
moral basis. His voice was full of consolation; his topics made one
forget the watchful silent circumambient. Bealby’s first distrusts
faded. He began to think the tramp a fine, brotherly, generous fellow.
He was also growing accustomed to a faint something—shall I call it an
olfactory bar—that had hitherto kept them apart. The monologue ceased to
devote itself to the elucidation of Bealby; the tramp was lying on his
back with his fingers interlaced beneath his head and talking not so
much to his companion as to the stars and the universe at large. His
theme was no longer the wandering life simply but the wandering life as
he had led it, and the spiritedness with which he had led it and the
real and admirable quality of himself. It was that soliloquy of
consolation which is the secret preservative of innumerable lives.
He wanted to make it perfectly clear that he was a tramp by choice. He
also wanted to make it clear that he was a tramp and no better because
of the wicked folly of those he had trusted and the evil devices of
enemies. In the world that contained those figures of spirit; Isopel
Berners and Susan, there was also it seemed a bad and spiritless person,
the tramp’s wife, who had done him many passive injuries. It was clear
she did not appreciate her blessings. She had been much to blame.
“Anybody’s opinion is better than ’er ’usband’s,” said the tramp.
“Always ’as been.” Bealby had a sudden memory of Mr. Darling saying
exactly the same thing of his mother. “She’s the sort,” said the tramp,
“what would rather go to a meetin’ than a music ’all. She’d rather drop
a shilling down a crack than spend it on anything decent. If there was a
choice of jobs going she’d ask which ’ad the lowest pay and the longest
hours and she’d choose _that_. She’d feel safer. She was born scared.
When there wasn’t anything else to do she’d stop at ’ome and scrub the
floors. Gaw! it made a chap want to put the darn’ pail over ’er ’ed,
so’s she’d get enough of it....
“I don’t hold with all this crawling through life and saying _Please_,”
said the tramp. “I say it’s _my_ world just as much as it’s _your_
world. You may have your ’orses and carriages, your ’ouses and country
places and all that and you may think Gawd sent me to run abart and work
for you; but _I_ don’t. See?”
Bealby saw.
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