Boys -- Fiction; Country homes -- England -- Fiction; Household employees -- Fiction
Then suddenly the thought of Madeleine, sweet and overpowering, came
into the head of this distraught young man. He had risked losing her, he
had slighted and insulted her, and here he was—entangled. Here he was in
a position of nearly inconceivable foolishness, about to assault a dirty
and silly little boy in the presence of the Lord Chancellor and Uncle
Chickney. The world, he felt, was lost, and not well lost. And she was
lost too. Even now while he pursued these follies she might be consoling
her wounded pride....
He perceived that love is the supreme thing in life. He perceived that
he who divides his purposes scatters his life to the four winds of
heaven. A vehement resolve to cut the whole of this Bealby business
pounced upon him. In that moment he ceased to care for reputation, for
appearances, for the resentment of Lord Moggeridge or the good
intentions of Uncle Chickney.
He turned, he rushed out of the room. He escaped by unparalleled
gymnastics the worst consequences of an encounter with the Lord
Chancellor’s bag which the under-butler had placed rather tactlessly
between the doors, crossed the wide and dignified hall, and in another
moment had his engine going and was struggling to mount his machine in
the street without. His face expressed an almost apoplectic
concentration. He narrowly missed the noses of a pair of horses in the
carriage of Lady Beach Mandarin, made an extraordinary curve to spare a
fishmonger’s tricycle, shaved the front and completely destroyed the
gesture of that eminent actor manager, Mr. Pomegranate, who was crossing
the road in his usual inadvertent fashion, and then he was popping and
throbbing and banging round the corner and on his way back to the lovely
and irresistible woman who was exerting so disastrous an influence upon
his career....
§ 8
The Captain fled from London in the utmost fury and to the general
danger of the public. His heart was full of wicked blasphemies,
shoutings and self-reproaches, but outwardly he seemed only pinkly
intent. And as he crossed an open breezy common and passed by a
milestone bearing this inscription, “To London Thirteen Miles,” his hind
tyre burst conclusively with a massive report....
§ 9
In every life there are crucial moments, turning points, and not
infrequently it is just such a thing as this, a report, a sudden waking
in the night, a flash upon the road to Damascus, that marks and
precipitates the accumulating new. Vehemence is not concentration. The
headlong violence of the Captain had been no expression of a
single-minded purpose, of a soul all gathered together to an end. Far
less a pursuit had it been than a flight, a flight from his own
dissensions. And now—now he was held.
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