Boys -- Fiction; Country homes -- England -- Fiction; Household employees -- Fiction
Suddenly her dear lover, her flatterer, her worshipper, had become a
strange averted man. He scrabbled up two of his paper scraps before he
came towards her, still with no lovelight in his eyes. He kissed her
hand as if it was a matter of course and said almost immediately: “I’ve
been hoping for you all the endless morning. I’ve had to amuse myself as
best I can.” His tone was resentful. He spoke as if he had a claim upon
her—upon her attentions. As if it wasn’t entirely upon his side that
obligations lay.
She resolved that shouldn’t deter her from being charming.
And all through the lunch she was as charming as she could be, and under
such treatment that rebellious ruffled quality vanished from his manner,
vanished so completely that she could wonder if it had really been
evident at any time. The alert servitor returned.
She was only too pleased to forget the disappointment of her descent and
forgive him, and it was with a puzzled incredulity that she presently
saw his “difficult” expression returning. It was an odd little knitting
of the brows, a faint absentmindedness, a filming of the brightness of
his worship. He was just perceptibly indifferent to the charmed and
charming things she was saying.
It seemed best to her to open the question herself. “Is there something
on your mind, Dot?”
“Dot” was his old school nickname.
“Well, no—not exactly on my mind. But—. It’s a bother of course. There’s
that confounded boy....”
“Were you trying some sort of divination about him? With those pieces of
paper?”
“No. That was different. That was—just something else. But you see that
boy—. Probably clear up the whole of the Moggeridge bother—and you know
it _is_ a bother. Might turn out beastly awkward....”
It was extraordinarily difficult to express. He wanted so much to stay
with her and he wanted so much to go.
But all reason, all that was expressible, all that found vent in words
and definite suggestions, was on the side of an immediate pursuit of
Bealby. So that it seemed to her he wanted and intended to go much more
definitely than he actually did.
That divergence of purpose flawed a beautiful afternoon, cast chill
shadows of silence over their talk, arrested endearments. She was
irritated. About six o’clock she urged him to go; she did not mind,
anyhow she had things to see to, letters to write, and she left him with
an effect of leaving him for ever. He went and overhauled his motor
bicycle thoroughly and then an aching dread of separation from her
arrested him.
Dinner, the late June sunset and the moon seemed to bring them together
again. Almost harmoniously he was able to suggest that he should get up
very early the next morning, pursue and capture Bealby and return for
lunch.
“You’d get up at dawn!” she cried. “But how perfectly Splendid the
midsummer dawn must be.”
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