Boys -- Fiction; Country homes -- England -- Fiction; Household employees -- Fiction
The Captain, a confusion of motives that was as it were a mind returning
to chaos, started. He had seen tears in her eyes. Just for one instant,
but certainly they were tears. Tears of vexation. Or sorrow? (Which is
the worse thing for a lover to arouse, grief or resentment?) But this
boy must be caught, because if he was not caught a perpetually
developing story of imbecile practical joking upon eminent and
influential persons would eat like a cancer into the Captain’s career.
And if his career was spoilt what sort of thing would he be as a lover?
Not to mention that he might never get a chance then to try flying for
military purposes.... So anyhow, anyhow, this boy must be caught. But
quickly, for women’s hearts are tender, they will not stand exposure to
hardship. There is a kind of unreasonableness natural to goddesses.
Unhappily this was an expedition needing wariness, deliberation, and one
brought to it a feverish hurry to get back. There must be self-control.
There must be patience. Such occasions try the soldierly quality of a
man....
It added nothing to the Captain’s self-control that after he had
travelled ten miles he found he had forgotten his quite indispensable
map and had to return for it. Then he was seized again with doubts
about his inductions and went over them again, sitting by the
roadside. (There must be patience.) ... He went on at a pace of
thirty-five miles an hour to the inn he had marked upon his map as
Bealby’s limit for the second evening. It was a beastly little inn, it
stewed tea for the Captain atrociously and it knew nothing of Bealby.
In the adjacent cottages also they had never heard of Bealby. Captain
Douglas revised his deductions for the third time and came to the
conclusion that he had not made a proper allowance for Wednesday
afternoon. Then there was all Thursday, and the longer, lengthening
part of Friday. He might have done thirty miles or more already. And
he might have crossed this corner—inconspicuously.
Suppose he hadn’t after all come along this road!
He had a momentary vision of Madeleine with eyes brightly tearful. “You
left me for a Wild Goose Chase,” he fancied her saying....
One must stick to one’s job. A soldier more particularly must stick to
his job. Consider Balaclava....
He decided to go on along this road and try the incidental cottages that
his reasoning led him to suppose were the most likely places at which
Bealby would ask for food. It was a business demanding patience and
politeness.
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