The morrow was Whit-Sunday, and a day that Geoffrey had occasion to
remember for the rest of his life. They all met at breakfast and
shortly afterwards went to church, the service being at half-past ten.
By way of putting into effect the good resolutions with which he was so
busy paving an inferno of his own, Geoffrey did not sit by Beatrice,
but took a seat at the end of the little church, close to the door, and
tried to console himself by looking at her.
It was a curious sullen-natured day, and although there was not very
much sun the air was as hot as though they were in midsummer. Had they
been in a volcanic region, Geoffrey would have thought that such
weather preceded a shock of earthquake. As it was he knew that the
English climate was simply indulging itself at the expense of the
population. But as up to the present, the season had been cold, this
knowledge did not console him. Indeed he felt so choked in the stuffy
little church that just before the sermon (which he happened to be
aware was _not_ written by Beatrice) he took an opportunity to slip out
unobserved. Not knowing where to go, he strolled down to the beach, on
which there was nobody to be seen, for, as has been observed, Bryngelly
slept on Sundays. Presently, however, a man approached walking rapidly,
and to all appearance aimlessly, in whom he recognised Owen Davies. He
was talking to himself while he walked, and swinging his arms. Geoffrey
stepped aside to let him pass, and as he did so was surprised and even
shocked to see the change in the man. His plump healthy-looking face
had grown thin, and wore a half sullen, half pitiful expression; there
were dark circles round his blue eyes, once so placid, and his hair
would have been the better for cutting. Geoffrey wondered if he had had
an illness. At that moment Owen chanced to look round and saw him.
“How do you do, Mr. Bingham?” he said. “I heard that you were here.
They told me at the station last night. You see this is a small place
and one likes to know who comes and goes,” he added as though in
excuse.
He walked on and Geoffrey walked with him.
“You do not look well, Mr. Davies,” he said. “Have you been laid up?”
“No, no,” he answered, “I am quite right; it is only my mind that is
ill.”
“Indeed,” said Geoffrey, thinking that he certainly did look strange.
“Perhaps you live too much alone and it depresses you.”
“Yes, I live alone, because I can’t help myself. What is a man to do,
Mr. Bingham, when the woman he loves will not marry him, won’t look at
him, treats him like dirt?”
“Marry somebody else,” suggested Geoffrey.
“Oh, it is easy for you to say that—you have never loved anybody, and
you don’t understand. I cannot marry anybody else, I want her only.”
“Her? Whom?”
“Who! why, Beatrice—whom else could a man want to marry, if once he had
seen her. But she will not have me; she hates me.”
“Really,” said Geoffrey.
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