“Yes,” answered Geoffrey, “I did.”
“Ah, I hope you told her that there was no need for her to give up hope
of him yet, of Mr. Davies, I mean?”
“Yes, I told her that—that is if the greater includes the less,” he
added to himself.
“And how did she take it?”
“Very badly,” said Geoffrey; “she seemed to think that I had no right
to interfere.”
“Indeed, that is strange. But it doesn’t mean anything. She’s grateful
enough to you at heart, depend upon it she is, only she did not like to
say so. Dear me, how it blows; we shall have a night of it, a regular
gale, I declare. So you are going away to-morrow morning. Well, the
best of friends must part. I hope that you will often come and see us.
Good-bye.”
Once more a sense of the irony of the position overcame Geoffrey, and
he smiled grimly as he lit his candle and went to bed. At the back of
the house was a long passage, which terminated at one end in the room
where he slept, and at the other in that occupied by Elizabeth and
Beatrice. This passage was lit by two windows, and built out of it were
two more rooms—that of Mr. Granger, and another which had been Effie’s.
The windows of the passage, like most of the others in the Vicarage,
were innocent of shutters, and Geoffrey stood for a moment at one of
them, watching the lightning illumine the broad breast of the mountain
behind. Then looking towards the door of Beatrice’s room, he gazed at
it with the peculiar reverence that sometimes afflicts people who are
very much in love, and, with a sigh, turned and sought his own.
He could not sleep, it was impossible. For nearly two hours he lay
turning from side to side, and thinking till his brain seemed like to
burst. To-morrow he must leave her, leave her for ever, and go back to
his coarse unprofitable struggle with the world, where there would be
no Beatrice to make him happy through it all. And she, what of her?
The storm had lulled a little, now it came back in strength, heralded
by the lightning. He rose, threw on a dressing-gown, and sat by a
window watching it. Its tumult and fury seemed to ease his heart of
some little of its pain; in that dark hour a quiet night would have
maddened him.
In eight hours—eight short hours—this matter would be ended so far as
concerned their actual intercourse. It would be a secret locked for
ever in their two breasts, a secret eating at their hearts, cruel as
the worm that dieth not. Geoffrey looked up and threw out his heart’s
thought towards his sleeping love. Then once more, as in a bygone
night, there broke upon his brain and being that mysterious spiritual
sense. Stronger and more strong it grew, beating on him in heavy
unnatural waves, till his reason seemed to reel and sink, and he
remembered naught but Beatrice, knew naught save that her very life was
with him now.
He stretched out his arms towards the place where she should be.
“Beatrice,” he whispered to the empty air, “Beatrice! Oh, my love! my
sweet! my soul! Hear me, Beatrice!”
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